Flutter by, Butterfly

Author's notes

*Author's note: This story is based on the rumors of the Monarch Project. There appears to be some questions about what it is about. There is a lot of stigma and conspiracy theories around this subject. As far as how much I believe to be true, I will note that the video's that inspired this story were just random videos made for personal entertainment, as is my story; but if I may help explain what this story's plot is all about, the Monarch Project is supposedly a hidden government experiment that involves people that were in the military, and people that work in the entertainment business. It all started somewhere as early as the 1940's or 30's, concentrating on a woman that came from a poor relationship with her father, and possibly divorced with a man she married that was just as abusive as the man that raised her. She volunteered for the government in the military, and they experimented with her mind with a machine that induced a second personality, which the military found easy to control, and they trained this "other" woman to be a very dangerous assassin. It was not until after this woman retired that she began to get her memory back of her past "assignments." There were other things mentioned, such as "the sex kittens," the "libraries," and the various famous people that supposedly were "malfunctioning" on live T.V. This is the world that Jani, my main character, was born into, although for the moment she has no idea. Sex kittens are slaves more or less. With just one phrase, their overall conscious mind disappears, and they become your personal toy to do your every bidding. The libraries are like computer chips that take in information and carry it with them, and they are not even aware of the things they know. With a certain word or phrase, their mind becomes blank, and they follow your every command and question just as looking up something on Google would, but these are things that Google doesn't want anyone else to know.

Jani's savior, Alejandro, at first is a mystery to her; but soon it is revealed that he has multi personality disorder. This was in part inspired from the story, Sybil. This true story came out in 1973, and it was not only successful, it was a psychological phenomenon. I have since found documents that the real Sybil was a very dependent woman that just wanted to be close to her doctor, and she actually faked most of the personalities, at least according to the publisher, based on a letter that Sybil wrote to her doctor; but, Sybil and the doctor are also both dead at this time, and it cannot be asked if this were true, or if she was simply panicking and feared being famous when she lived her life so long in the shadows. After this story was published, people began to recognize Sybil, so she fled for her life and lived the rest of her days in seclusion; but for the movie, Sybil developed her personalities from a young age, most of them from just learning how to cope from being raised with her apathetic, and neglectful father, and her abusive and schizophrenic mother. At the end of the movie, people were going through the home of Sybil, where she spent the last of her days, and they found these unique paintings and drawings. They were analyzed and it was confirmed that these paintings were made by different artists, with the same hand. I often imagined Alejandro like Sybil in this story, with different nuances and several people in one body, in plain sight for all the world to see, but most people are too self-absorbed to notice.

**READERS BE WARNED!!** *This story will be very twisted and highlight every ugly part of human nature, even as it has people that try to survive it and protect others when they can.* **READ AT YOUR OWN RISK!** For my story, children are being recruited, and with the cover of fame and fortune, they are being turned into weapons of mass destruction. As always, there are people that take advantage of these children, because they care more for their own greed and deviant behavior than they do for human life. Alejandro Jones was once a child of these. It is unclear at first, to Jani, which side he is on. Does he repeat the cycle, or does he take a stand? There are parts of him that are both, but which one is the most dominant? As a parent myself, I feel there are a lot of disgusting people in this world that are attempting to normalize pedophilia, and hebephilia. It is my personal opinion, that both are NOT something to be tolerated in any way, AND SHOULD BE PROSECUTED TO THE FULLEST EXTENT. We have a lot of people that point out that abusers were typically abused themselves, but there are also people that take a stand and say "Never again! I will protect the innocent." These people are often not exalted enough.

I have also studied men's responses of being attracted to younger women. At the time, I had the attitude that attraction was biological and something automatic, but to openly lust was a choice. Most of these men confirmed that belief, two of them standing out in the articles I read. The first revealed a very awkward story for him, explaining how he had a patient in the E.R. He said she appeared to be a woman of understated beauty that he found very attractive. She was there because she had sprained her ankle. After she was checked out, he admitted to the nurse that had he met her on different circumstances, he would have asked her out. "And then, looking at me as if I had grown three heads, she said, 'She's only 12!'" With that, he said that all of his previous feelings of attraction flew out the window, replaced by sheer disgust with himself, "...and saying 'BUT SHE LOOKS 25!' was still not defense enough." He also said that even if there were not any laws to prevent the young with the adults, he just could not find it in him to want to pursue it. His protective instincts for the young ones always overpowered his attraction. The second male admitted that he always felt most attracted to women that were petite. He even sent several photos for an example. These photos had slender, short women, all with small breasts, most with their makeup painted to perfection. It was revealed that these women ranged from the ages of 25 to 30, and this man pointed out "There are men who think she's attractive BECAUSE she's a teenager, and there are men that she looks attractive AND she's a teenager." I agreed with him that there was a difference between the two, and I got the impression that he agreed with me that men who could not respect the law should be punished for their actions, as he proved that you don't have to go that young to find the figure you found most attractive.

With these words, I hope that I have made my stance clear of where I stand, even as a write this story of the darkest type of human behavior. I hope that I have made it clear that pedophilia, and hebephilia, ages 11 to 14, are all wrong and against the law, though Alejandro is possibly closer to ephebophilia, ages 15 to 19, if he even has any affliction at all. Again, the feelings of attraction from grown men, it can happen, though most just aren't comfortable with it and are content to pursue women closer to their own age. Though in my story, Jani and Alejandro both face the vulnerability of being alone, locked in a world where they can't trust anyone. Like all people that are lonely, they reach for one another; but I want to make it clear that they wait until the legal age for Jani, as we all should. I myself am married to a man 12 years my senior, but we met when we were 35 and 23.

In the U.S.A., it is illegal for a legal adult to have relations with anyone below the age of 18, at least for now. There have been several pedo-rings that have been shut down during the course that I have written and updated this book. I have recognized the faces of politicians that were trying to lift the laws of procreating with certain ages in my country, and they are now being prosecuted for raping children in other countries. Even now, there is talk that the politicians have lifted laws so that those that are employed in politics can no longer be prosecuted for sexual harassment. And among the corona virus hype, there is talk of pedophiles attempting to normalize "age fluid," claiming that they can fall for any age. This story, it feeds from my desire that somebody needs to take a stand, somewhere, and see to it that the young and the innocent are protected.

Many parts of this story were very difficult for me to write as a parent. I will also admit that I have had my own shadows to face, and I will leave it at that. It happens a lot. When I went to college, there were around 20 of us in our group, and only two of the girls among us never had anything happen to them; and even then, one of the two had something happen to her sister. I believe that it also happens more to the boys and men than we are aware of, but they are far less likely to talk about it; but this is why we have these laws in place. They are here to PROTECT our young ones. I believe that these laws should REMAIN in place, and to all the politicians that keep trying to remove them..... Well, I have written this long note and tried my best not to reveal too much so that they reader may enjoy the story, without having too many spoilers; but what Alejandro does on the boat.... Yes, it would be very nice if they all met such a fate. I hope you enjoy this story.