One Night Can Change your Life.

chapter 6

Today is my first day back to school since Hazel was born. Since the last basketball game I have gone to 2 others and each time I get dirty looks and the students are always asking me questions.So every student in my high school probably knows about Hazel. To be honest there is a sense of relief because I don't have to explain anything, but also that I can't keep her safe in a way and that everyone will look at me weird. They have also started to spread roomers about me and Hazel saying that I trick her father into getting me pregnant and then I hid the whole thing.But I have to go so I have to just turn the other way and let it go.

"Madi it's time to go." My mom yells to me

"Okay. Let me finish getting Hazels stuff pack and then we can go."

My mom is the director of a daycare so she will be watching Hazel while I'm at school. 

"Okay I think I have everything she will need for the day: bottles, diapers, wipes, blanket, nook, butt cream, and milk."

"Alright lets go other wise we are going to be late for school." my mom said.

On the drive to school I just looked out the window while Hazel held onto my finger. 

When we pulled into school my mom pulled up to the doors to drop me off.

"Be good today Hazel. Mommy loves you." I say kissing her head goodbye. 

"She will be fine Madi. Go and have a good day at school."

"Okay please send em picture through out the day please?"

"Will do now you have to go or you will be late."

"Okay bye have a good day Hazel." I give her one more kiss and walk into school.

Walking into school I could feel every one stopping what they were doing to look at me. I just hung my head and walked to my locker and got my stuff for my first class.

When I walked into my first class I head back to my spot in the back of the class. When I sat down I remembered that I sat by Jonny one of the boys that raped me. I do a silent grown, when he came and sat down.

"Is it turn you had a baby?" he asked.

"Yeah you have a problem with that?"

"No no problem just wondering who the father is,because I have heard th....."

"what ever you heard isn't turn so just leave my daughter out of this and never talk about her again." 

"Okay just asking."

"yeah well I don't really feel like talking about my daughter to anyone."

"Why not?"

"Because she doesn't need to be brought up at school and that is in my private life."

"or is it because you tricked her dad into getting you pregnant?"

"WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU!!!! THAT NEVER HAPPENED!!!"

"Miss.Anderson and Mr. Jorns principle office know!!"

"Great thanks first day back and I get sent to the principles office." I have never gotten sent to the principles office before because I just mind my own business. But I guess know that I'm a mom I feel like I have to protect my baby at all cost. 

When I explained the story to the principle he understood why I got so mad so I got off the Huck. Not so much Jonny he got 3 lunch detentions for what he said about me and Hazel.

The rest of the day went by really fast people learned not to talk to me unless I talk to them except for my friends. The only reason the day was okay was my friends and sport teams supporting me. 

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After school I had to run to daycare and pick Hazel up and then get back to practice.  

When I got to daycare she was sound asleep so I felt bad waking her up but I had to get back to practice and the daycare only had room for her till 4 o'clock in the afternoon. 

when I got back to practice I had to sit and watch the other girls play while I sat on the bench watching which was the worst thing in the world. 

After practice all the girls came over and where talking to me and asking different question.

When I finally got home I got Hazel ready for bed and started on homework that was due the next day.

Next thing I knew I was dozing off so I decided to go to bed.