Don't Leave Me Alone...

Monster

(Just an FYI this is a chapter in Bakugo's POV! Thank all of you that read for your continuous support :) I also cried when typing up this chapter which rarely happens :') )

I watched Kirishima and his boyfriend walk away, looking broken. I realized that all of this... Everything was my fault. Kirishima, the guy I thought I had loved looked at me like I was a... A monster. I felt like one. I acted out instead of saving him... The guy that I thought hated me... I clutched the two strands of hair in my hand, rereading the message in his note that I had read over and over before scribbling it out.

"First off to Kacchan, I leave my quirk, one for all. All might gave me this and I knew that one day I would eventually have to pass it on, just not this soon, of course. But I'm glad I get to choose you. You just have to swallow my hair to get it, and though I know it sounds weird its the only way. I love you, I always have. I left you a note under your door when you get back to your dorm, and I leave my All Might collection."

I had memorized what he wrote me, replaying it and replaying it in my head. I sat down against the wall of the police station, staring up st the night sky. He was up there, somewhere... My Izuku...

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He was always following me around, acting like I was the most amazing person in the world... And I believed it. When I found out he was quirkless it disappointed me to the point that I got mad. I wanted to show him what I had and for him to do the same, but I knew he never could and it made me so mad. He was below me and it wasn't cool for him to think of me so highly.

When he passed the UA entrance exams I assumed he just his it from me, not showing me his full potential. That just pissed me off even more. He had been lying to me... He didn't actually like me, he just wanted to surpass me... So I decided to return the favor. I couldn't let my feelings for him get in the way or I'd be weak. I tried to push them aside with no success, so I moved on to Kirishima. He was kind and I thought he was genuinely interested in me... Then he started to talk about Kaminari... How much he wanted to be with him... But I knew Kaminari had Hanhaki and would eventually die or forget him instead of confessing and then we would be together and I'd become the number one hero... But boy was I wrong. I wasted all that time... And I was livid. I took it out on Kaminari... And that led to Deku's death... If I wasn't so caught up in myself... I would've saved him.

I hated myself for that.

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I gulped down the last piece of Deku's hair, trying not to gag. I shook my head and decided I needed to get home. Too much thinking was bad for me. I would see that extra note that Deku left for me when I got back to my dorm in a few days... For now it was time to work a lot harder to be the amount that I could be and carry Deku's spirit on my back.

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