Fragile (Jack Gilinsky)

Fragile-Part 20

Jacks P.O.V.
I can see that us leaving is making Lexi really upset. I can also tell that a lot of things are. The fact that her mom moved on with a. Douche bag. And now her mom hates her more. The fact that worlds is so close and I'm not even here for her.

I like Lexi a lot. And right now I'm sitting in my hotel room thinking about her when I should be with her. But she's probably sleeping. And I just can't get her out of my head.

Lexi's P.O.V.
I haven't talked to any of the guys lately. But it sucks their all leaving. Just before worlds. It makes me sad that they have to leave but I care about them and they love to do what their doing. And I'm not gonna stop that. Here I am in my hotel room by myself feeling bad for myself.

I don't know what's wrong with me. Jacks done something to me. I've opened up to him.

That has gotten really bad. On Twitter and Instagram. I went on Twitter. And tweeted out.

@lexiibmx: I know you guys hate me dating Jack but hating on me isn't gonna change my mind if people like each other can't you let them be? And I hit send. And it tweeted out. Then I got tons of responses.

And then I posted a picture of me on my bike (the one in the picture).

And then I decided to text my mom.

To; mom👿❤️
Worlds is in 5 days. I'm not sure if you and your boyfriend want to come watch. But it would be great. So yeah.

From; mom👿❤️
Maybe we will see. We might go on a date.

To; mom👿❤️
You have 4 days to do that. Why can't you ever support me. I didn't do shit to you.

From; mom👿❤️
You had to pick Bmx didn't you? Your such a disgrace.

Screw her. That's messed up. She's supposed to be my mom. She's lucky I don't play baseball.

It is currently 9pm and I'm in bed. The boys leave tomorrow. I decided to put everyone in a group chat.

To; everyone
Hey guys I'm sorry I didn't talk to everyone. Thanks so much for being there for me. I hope you guys have a good time in Chicago. Be sure to tell me how it is(:

Then everyone replied. And I didn't say anything back.

From; Gilly☺️❤️
I'm coming to your hotel room.

To; Gilly☺️❤️
Okay.

So 2 minutes later in came Jack. And he comes in and lays down. He grabs my waist and pulls me towards him and were inches away from each others faces.

"Jack I don't want you to leave. But I want you to be happy. And that means putting you before me. I just want you to promise that we can make this work?" I told him.

"Lexi I promise I won't let anything get between us." He said back and kissed my forehead.

"Oh and Jack your staying in my room tonight" I said and closed my eyes.

Then I opened them to see Jack staring at me. All I can do is smile at him.

Then I kiss him. And I pull away.

"Jack..." I trailed off.

"Yes beautiful" he said.

"Your the best thing that's ever happened to me. Before I met you my life has been shit." I said and looked down.

"Your my world. I can never stop staring at you. Your perfect to me. I love the way you dress and how you scrunch your face when you eat something gross, I love that you always speak your mind, and the way your smile brightens my mood." He said as he played with my hair and kissed my cheek.

He's the person I've been waiting for, for my whole life. He's perfect.

And right there we fell asleep with m knowing that my world will be leaving me because I need to put his wants before my needs. Because when you feel the way I do about Jack then you'll understand. That sometimes the person you love you put before your self.

I woke up with Jacks arms still strapped around me and his chin rested on my head.

To be honest I didn't want to move I wanted to he like this forever. And never move.

I looked at the clock and it said 7:30am so I still had time to sleep. But I just say there staring at Jack and embrassing every beautiful feature that amazing human had. Like that way he slightly opens his mouth when he sleeps and the way he sometimes clenches is jaw and how he moves around a lot but manages to keep a hold of me.

Do ever wonder how you can get something so perfect? Cause me too.

I fell asleep slowly and all at once😏😳

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