The Heartless Obsession

Chapter 15

Memories

"I want you to be mine." Seryosong sabi ni Jashley sa akin, humalakhak ako sa sinabi nya.

"Get lose Mr. Raval. I don't have times for your shits. Sakit ka lang sa puso." Sabi ko at lalagpasan na sana sya pero hinigit nya ako. Seryoso nya akong tinitigan.

"I don't need your approval, I'm just telling it to you just to Inform you. You will be mine, whether you like it or not." Sabi nya bago nya ako nginisihan kaya inirapan ko sya.

Lumipas ang mga araw ay tuluyan nyang nagulo ang buhay ko. Damn, he makes me special day by day kahit na masungit ako lagi sa kanya. I avoid him always kapag nagkikita kami but I'm always ended up with him because he has ways.

Yes, I'm kindly use to his presence but I get annoyed sometimes when he's jealous. I don't like his Jealousy mode, he's grumpy when he's jealous.

I don't know how he owned my heart, Basta isang araw hanap hanap ko nalang sya. Ayaw na ayaw ko kapag nagse selos sya, pero mas Ayaw ko kapag pinagse selos nya ako!

He's a Bitch Magnet. Kung nasaan sya, nandoon din sila. Ayaw kong maalala yung umiyak ako sa sobrang selos. I get annoyed each time I see him.

To stop the courtship, I accept to become his Girlfriend. Our Months were okay, we fight but we fix it Immediately.

"I want to Introduce to you My cousin, Nerix Gutierez. Nerix, this is my boyfriend Jashley Raval." Naka ngiting sabi ko.

Nahihiyang nakipag kamay si Nerix. Jash smile at her, ng malipat ang tingin nya sa akin ay lalo syang ngumisi at nilapitan ako para halikan sa labi.

"Let's date, I'm bored." Sabi nya habang pinapatakan ako ng halik sa labi.

"My Attorney, you need to focus with your Study, Bahala ka! Isusumbong kita kay Tita." Birong sabi ko na ikinatawa nya.

"Pakalat kalat ang mga Love birds dito." Busangot ang mukha ni Vash ng madaanan nya kami.

Ang Relasyon namin ni Jashley ay tumagal ng ilang taon. We are both legal each side of our family. Gustong gusto ni Mama si Jashley sa akin and I can see naman na Tita Maliah likes me too.

Naging busy pa lalo si Jash ng malapit na syang mag graduate ng Law. Naging Selfish ako ng one time na binalak kong makipag break sa kanya dahil nawawalan na sya ng oras sa akin.

"What's our problem? We need to fix it, come on baby." Pagmamaka awa nya kaya napa iyak ako ng husto.

"I-I'm sorry, I know you're so busy and now you're here, wasting your time for me." Umiiyak na sabi ko. Niyakap naman nya ako ng mahigpit.

"Nawalan ka na ng oras sa akin! You don't kiss me everytime you greet me now! Nagsawa kana siguro sa akin! Ano? Ayaw mo na ba sa akin? Gusto mo na siguro yung batch mates mo na sinasabi ni Vash!" Galit na sabi ko na ikinangisi nya.

Lalo lang akong nagalit sa reaksyon nya. Bubugahan ko pa sana sya ng galit pero natigil ako sa pag halik nya sa akin.

Hindi ko pinagsisihan ang gabi na iyon, ang gabing binigay ko ang lahat lahat kay Jashley, I let him do everything on my body. I gave him my Virginity.

We do it not just once, twice but many times. Each time we are free, we always made love.

I thought Mens were born just to fool womens, My Parents are the proof that love will not going to last long. Cheating is always in between of Relationship. My Dad cheated, he left us. He sacrifice his Family just to be with his Mistress.

"I hate Dad so much, I'm shame to be his daughter. He sacrifice us just to fulfill his lust over his bitches." Sabi ko kay Jash habang nakahiga kami sa kama nya sa Condo.

"I'm thankful to your dad." He whispered and kiss my hair. Tinignan ko sya ng masama kaya humalakhak sya.

"Because of you. Kung wala sya, wala ka din. Just Imagine kung wala ka, sino ang yakap yakap ko ngayon?" Nakangising sabi nya. Imagining him with other Woman in his bed makes me furious.

Kumalas ako sa yakap nya at tumayo. He chuckled on my reaction. Kinuha ko ang unan sa paanan namin at pinaghahampas sya sa sobrang inis.

He just laugh and pulled me for a tight embrace. Pilit akong kumakalas sa yakap nya pero lalo nya lang hinihigpitan ang yakap sa akin.

"I won't going to end up with other woman. I'm only yours." Sabi nya at humalakhak.

Day passed, Nerix become creepy. I always see her with other Men. I caught her once, she's making out with his boys on our house.

She's like a sister to me because she live with us for years. Bata palang ay magkasama na kami pero minsan ay umu uwi sya sa kanila. Pero ngayon ilang taon na ang mga lumilipas ay nag stay na sya sa bahay.

Sometimes I got annoyed with her, cause last time nahuli ko syang hinahawakan ang pisngi ni Jashley habang natutulog ito sa kwarto ko. She entered my room without my permission.

"Why are you here?" Naiiritang tanong ko. Yumuko sya at humingi ng sorry.

"You can't just enter my room without my permission." Seryosong sabi ko.

"Sorry Rixen." Malumanay na sabi nya.

Pinalabas ko sya, ni lock ko agad ang pintuan at dali daling lumapit sa tulog mantika na si Jashley. I give him a smack kiss on his lips before I lay beside him and hug him.

"I love you always Jashley Raval." Bulong ko bago ko ipikit ang mga mata ko.