surreptitious : heart's desire -- a markhyuck au

fifteen

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why do you always hurt me this bad
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awkwardness filling upon the atmosphere, Mark languidly stared at Haechan looking on the night view.

feeling the gaze, he averted his attention to Mark staring at him without averting his gaze.

embarrassed, he suddenly hiccuped, knocking Mark's senses, he stood up holding the hiccuping male's face.

"here, have some water." he handed the bottle to Donghyuck in which he shyly took.

with absolute shyness, he quickly indulged the water in a not-so-small mass of water resulting him to choking.

agitatedly coughing, the water came out of his mouth baffling Mark.

"oh my god. I'm.. I'm so sorry!" he tries to wipe the slobbered water off Mark's sweatshirt but was stopped when he kneeled and instead,

wiped off Donghyuck's chin with his sweater cuffs and wiped off the remaining using his thumb causing the other to blushed furiously.

"hyung.. there's a camera. They might get a wrong idea.." yet was shushed implying to not mind anything.

Just as then, in the right time, fireworks eplodes illuminating the night sky. They stared at each other and looked at at the illuminating fireworks with Haechan mutteriing a "wow.." Mark smiled,,

"you're like a baby haechan. you're so cute." and he stood up going back to where he was seated. 

being a flustered mess, he continued looking at the fireworks. Mark giggled as he took his phone to film the other unknowingly. He kept smiling and when satisfied filming, he stopped the video and rewatches.

"uh.. hyung?" 

"yeah?"

"how are you and.. and your girlfriend?" he kept himself from crumbling down. Mark smiled and with that, he knew, he knew he will break apart.

"thank you for asking hyuck. I thought we won't be able to talk much again. It's sad that you won't talk to me like I wasn't your best friend. But you know, I love her so much hyuck. Her beauty was captivating. Her laugh is so cute and her remarks-- hyuck she's like you, such a brat but I still love you both."

"she must be so lucky huh?" he smiled hurtingly. Donghyuck envied the glitters of Mark's eyes whenever he's speaking about the one he adores and it's breaking him.

Donghyuck couldn't be happier when the ride stopped indicating the ride's done. He quickly got off flashing off his smile without any problem.

with the hotel being a 20 minute walk from the park, they ended the shooting and started walking happily.

Mark tried pacing up to Haechan yet stopped when Taeyong already slings his arm around the Sunshine's shoulder.

he creases his eyebrow when he saw Taeyong's lips parted dangerously close to the youngest's ear making Mark unconsciously let out a low growl.

"so what happened there hm?" their leader whispered to Haechan yet he replied with a sigh. Taeyong pitied the younger so he rubbed the younger's back.

"let's cuddle later, yeah?" and the older chuckled when the other nodded cutely.

MARK

the fuck they're doing.

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arriving at the hotel, they went to their rooms drained and sleepy.

at around 11 dusk hour, Donghyuck awake unlocking the door when soft knocks were beard.

he greeted his hyung with a smile.

"let's get you to sleep, alright?" and they went silently to Haechan's bed.

with them cuddling, Haechan sniffling, Taeyong just comforts the boy to sleep. 

unattentive, Mark slowly rose up with him curiously furrowing his eyebrows startling their leader.

"why are you here, hyung? and why is he crying?" lifting one eyebrow up.

"why? he was feeling down and needed someone, and.. I'm not in the position to talk about it." hearing this, made Mark clicked his tongue.

"why not me?" he quietly murmured yet wasn't unheard by Taeyong as small made its away to his lips.

"I'll be going then." he turned back pronto as his smile got bigger.

Mark looked at the the door being closed and went to the dozing boy caressing his cheeks when a voice was heard snapping Mark back to his senses.

"Taeyongie hyung.." as he whimpered in which the awake male's jaw clenched with what he had heard.

he tenderly caresses the sleeping boy's face and kissed the tear away.

while he kept on running hands tenderly over the younger's hair, he sighed as he got distressed and sad when he felt the other being distant

"please just open up to me.." as he kissed Haechan's forehead for the last time and let himself lull into sleep.