59|I Can Only Dream

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July 29, 2020

Closing my eyelids

I pictured myself

Holding my husband's large hands

His warmth making my lips formed into a smile



Soon a cold air brushed against my skin

Bringing me back to reality

My eyes shot open

Daydreaming was something else

My lips whispered no

My mind declared no


And my body trembled from

That thought



Why am I like this?

I want it

And I don't want it


God please help

My complicated mind

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