Chloe and Derek- A New Beginning

Chapter 38

Chapter 38

I was furious. 

“Where is he?” I seethed.

“Again, he didn’t want to be here for this.” Simon recalled.

“I don't care, he’s a coward for not being here.” My heart saddened at that comment i just made, the mate bond was becoming stronger and stronger by the minute and i could feel his remorse and regret. Yet he was glad i was alive. 

I started for the door. Simon grabbed my arm and pulled me back. 

“Let go.” I said slowly and yanked my arm from his grasp. 

“Chloe he did it for you!” Tori yelled at me. She looked furious now.

“He did all this for you. He told me to tell you he loved you and that he wouldn’t come back till you forgave him for this. So you need to stop downplaying his name like he’s the monster because he’s not. He saved you. He could’ve left you to die, along with your baby, but he didn’t. He didn’t.” That was a slap to the face, but it was a good thing. 

These were the moments that i loved having with Tori. She was someone who could bring me back. Bring me to understand those things that just were unbelievable. 

“Where’s Derek?” I asked again.

“Have you forgave him?”

“I don't know yet.” 

“Then you can’t see him yet.” 

They both left the room, leaving me there alone. 

My baby was dead. I was close to being dead. 

Those thoughts replayed in my mind about a hundred times. It just kept repeating itself like a broken radio. 

Although i wasn’t ready to be a mother, i had learned to accept it. I made myself believe i could do it. Derek made me believe i could. He would’ve been an amazing dad; and i don't think i would've been such a bad mom. 

My heart jumped once more, i needed Derek. It would kill me if me if he wasn't here or near me. The mate bond was intensifying each minute. Humans and werewolves have bonds, but they aren't as strong as when a werewolf and another werewolf are mates. Derek has always felt the pull more than i have, the need to be with me and the protecting aspect was stronger for him. Now that I'm a werewolf, I'm feeling more of those feelings. My body ached for him to be with me right now. But my mind was still angry with him for changing me. 

I decided that my mind overpowered my body at the moment and i chose to fall sleep instead of dwelling on how my life took a turn for the worst.

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The next few days were hard. We were in Rome and i had no desire to leave my room and enjoy the sun or even eat. My aunt always come in and tried to get me to come out, but i refused and closed the blinds that she would open to persuade me to join them on the beach.