PJ X Fresh Cute Story

Chapter 7

I started looking around, we were both still in the car slowly driving into the park. It smelled so nice, the fresh air and calm wind only made it better. It was starting to get later in the day so it didn't have a morning smell to it but it still was nice, like nature. As he parked the car and we both got out we looked at each other not totally sure what to do now that we were finally here.

As Fresh looked over at me he gave me smile. It was nice, not a very big smile but still noticeable. It warmed my heart to see him give me a smile like that. " Well since I didn't bring any of my homework would you like to just walk around the park for a bit?" Fresh smiled some more and nodded. " I think that would be nice! Maybe we can get something to eat at one of the little food joints they have set up." I smiled a little. "Can we get more ice cream?" He just snickered. It was nice to finally get to chat with him.

We didn't talk about anything that had happened to either of us in the past few months. We just chatted about random things that had passed our mind as we talked. It was so nice finally getting to have a normal conversation with him. I wasn't freaking out as much anymore or blushing when I looked at his eyes. It was relaxing, calming, it was almost like I wasn't panicking on the inside at all. We got out, got more ice cream and continued to chat.

It had almost been an hour since we arrived at the park. Getting to spend time with him alone was really making time fly. If it wasn't for him telling me the time every now and then I would probably just have sat there and talked to him for days. Every time he would tell me the time I would panic thinking that he was wanting to leave. In all reality he just I was making sure that I knew how much time I had left to get back home. I always had that small thought in my head that he wanted to leave, but he stayed.

Once I started thinking about the fact that he might have had a girlfriend. I felt like it was all slowing down. The more I thought about it the longer every minute felt. I was happy it felt like I got more time with him but I wasn't happy. All these thoughts going through my head were making me feel shy and nervous.

There's so much going on in my head I almost felt like I couldn't hear anything that he was saying to me. All I wanted was to listen to his voice. All that I wanted was to be with him for the rest of my life. I just wanted to make him happy. I just wanted to be with him. So many thoughts going through my head, so many things going on it was hard to keep track of it all. It felt like my tone was constantly changing. That one moment I was really happy in the next I started thinking  more.

Once I started to realize that the sun was going down and that he wasn't talking as much was when I realized that it was time to go home. I looked over at him. At his stupid perfect face. His large glimmering smile and his large beautiful eyes. " Probably time to get going home isn't it." He had looked down on me as he said it. "I think we still have time right? We still have time to run around and have fun. Talk and eat more food. Go on small adventures together. We-we. We still have time... right Fresh?"

He had a small smirk on his face." Why are you so worried about all this? If you just wanted to hang out longer than you could have just said so." I looked up at him. He put his hand on my cheek, caressing my face. He was still smiling. I felt like this entire time we were together he was smiling. This entire trip he's been happy. "It's all right, I'm fine going home. I guess I just wanted to make sure that you had fun. I was really looking forward to today. " I said looking at his blush.

" This was really nice. All of it. Getting to hang out with you and talk. Getting to run around town. It was all so nice. " my heart started pounding. I felt like my face had turned red.

We both looked at each other. We got up from the bench that we were on and we got back to the car. This entire time I was looking forward to going at the park and yet it felt like the shortest part of my entire day with him. He started to drive back to my place. Driving by the building we had to go into. We drove past all of the places that I thought that we might have stopped at before we went in. Driving by all the smaller neighborhoods that were near my home.

He parked his car in front of my house. "Do you want me to walk you up? " He looked at me endearingly. "Don't worry about it. Did you have fun?" I was trying to act cheerful for him. Since this would probably be one of the last time that we got to see each other and for a while. "This is really nice. I hope I get to see you soon. How about you ,did you have fun?"

It was so nice getting to be with him, I looked to his eyes. "It was amazing. Getting to hang out with you all day." I really did like him. "Not having to deal with any responsibilities." I would almost say I love him. "I'd love to do this again sometime." I wanted to tell him I loved him. I wanted to tell him how I felt. I wanted to stay in that car with him. All I wanted was to spend just one more minute with him.

"Stay safe out there."

"You to."

I regret going inside that day. Not getting to tell him I loved him. Not asking if we could do this again sometime. Not asking if he liked me. I regret so many things that I didn't do that day.

At the end of it all I left. I went inside. And I went to bed. I never got to ask if he was with someone. I never got to ask if he loved me back.