A/n- i'm hoping to make this story and the chapters long, if you have any ideas or recommendations for this or any other story's dm me on insta @_.gretchy._
trigger warnings - self harm, physical abuse and ED. please do not read if you find this triggering.
i hope you enjoy;).
| y/n - your name |
| e/c - eye color |
| h/c - hair color |
| n/n - nick name |
| sapnap, nick |
| dream, clay |
| gnf, george |
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march 13, 2020.As i was walking the halls of my high school looking for my locker, making sure i don't bump into anyone or step on anything, i reminded myself to get my science homework.
"due to the concern of the corona virus, principle warren has decided to cancel school for 2 weeks to help stop the spread. Please remember wash your hands, sanitize and wear a mask, thank you."
everyone stops and looks at each other for a split second until they all erupt into a crowd of yells and happiness, everyone shared hugs, kisses, fist bumps and high fives, everyone except me. I continued to walk despite the fact everyone stopped other than me, i pushed through people and some family gatherings of freshmen, some knew to get out of the way others didn't care, i still continued to my locker.
"372.."
"372.."
"37-shit!" i fell, damn should've been for careful.i hear a mans voice and i look up
"oh my god i'm so sorry, here let me help you up"
he grabbed my arm, i winced, he stopped and instead grabbed my waist and helped me up that way instead. shit. i wipe myself down and look at him
" it's fine i should've been more careful as too where i was going, thank you"
" no problem " silence. "oh sorry where are my manners, nick." he smiled with his hand held out for me to shake, i did so.
" y/n. " i said with a smile.
" so y/n would you like me to walk you to your locker or will you be 'careful'" he laughed a bit at his joke afterwards
hm jokes and a gentleman okay i see. i smiled at my thought.
"yes you may walk me to my locker, nick"
"i gladly will do so"
we walked for a few moments in silence until we reached my locker then he broke the silence.
"so what grade are you in?"
"12th, you?" he looked a little older from his beard he had going on.
"12th. How come i've never heard of you before?"
"eh i tend to keeping to myself mostly, don't really like being 'noticed' i guess. How come i've never heard of you?"
"i see, well same reason mostly no one fit my standards for a good friend around here anymore, kinda glad we have 2 weeks off from this place."
"ohh so you think highly of your self Mr.Nick"
"no, no, no that's not what i meant, just no one fits what i would perceive as a good friend i guess "
" well maybe i can change that " damnnn y/n where'd that come from, i mean he seems chill and nice there might be some hope in this.
" well maybe you can "
i closed my locker and nodded to him i was ready.
i broke the silence with "so nick what do you like to do for fun"
"well um don't laugh but i play minecraft a lot and that's honestly about it" he nervously laughed
" really that's cool, i play too, what do you play on?"
" that's nice to hear actually, i play on pc how about you?"
" i do too, hey maybe we can play sometime soon if your down"
"of course, i do have 2 guy friends i play with we all stream sometimes and occasionally post to youtube"
" that's cool, have you made any progress yet?"
"eh not really but i know one day it's sure to come, hopefully"
i smile in response trying to give him a little hope in his words and confidence
"you should totally let me watch some of your videos and gameplay"" yeah of course do you have a pen so i can write it down"
i handed him a sharpie and let him write on the back of my hand, when he was done he gave me my sharpie back and i looked at it.
" nick those are numbers"
"yeah i know, it's my phone number you should text me when you get home"he said this with confidence i felt warmth in my cheeks and i smiled. what?
"very smooth, i most definitely will "
"great! well i guess this is where our conversation comes to an end.. hopefully we can hang out or something soon" i could tell he was nervous as he scratched the back of his neck and his cheeks red.
" sadly, but of course we can just ask me whenever!"
"okay cool, bye y/n" he smiled.
"bye Mr.Nick" i smiled back and walked away
you know maybe life isn't so bad after all.
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A/n - i feel bad for this chapter being mostly conversation but you still met sappynappy and hopefully you enjoyed it i'll try to keep coming out with chapters quickly.
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Fanfiction(TRIGGER WARNING: SELF HARM) How do two people make it by themselves? they don't until they meet each other. Y/n struggles with past trauma and self harm, one day her life starts to pick itself up when she bumps into Nick at school.