I think me and the whole house has begun to notice I don't sleep all through the night, tonight I woke up from another nightmare well not really a nightmare but it was frightening, James. Again. I remember jolting up in bed and looking over to see Nick stirring in his sleep and then trying to focus on my breathing to contain my thoughts from wondering back to what just happened. Now I'm slowly dragging myself out of bed to go get some water and drown the thoughts stuck in my throat. Pressing my feet against the cold, hard wood, floor and carrying myself to the kitchen, walking with my shoulder pressed against the wall to stop the floor for creaking (a/n if you walk near the wall then it stops floors from being loud :) ) when I finally made it to the kitchen, the first step onto the tiled floor made me wince and take in a sharp breath from how cold it was. I reach up to grab a glass being careful with it then putting it under the faucet turning on the water and letting it fall slowly into my cup. Taking a few sips to calm myself down and quench my thirst I cleaned it and put it on the drying rack. I took a few steps away not looking where I was going and bumped into someone's chest, I looked up and met eyes with Nick then I felt a pair of arms slither around me picking me up then walking in the direction of our room, feeling the soft bed bringing immediate comfort to me then the covers being pulled over me and tucked in to my side. I moved just a bit then felt a weight on my body pushing it deeper in the mattress, nick crawled and laid between my thighs with his head on my chest. I now could not move and i think he was satisfied with that, he doesn't seem like he's going to bed anytime soon either. I played with his hair while rubbing his back in hopes of trying to get him to go to sleep but after around 20 minutes and my finger tips numb he was still awake. He started playing with the hem of my shirt and every now and then I would get a little sigh from him, either he wasn't getting enough attention or something was wrong. I kissed the top of his head trying to get his attention but he didn't budge, so i kissed him again, then again, then again, then again and again and still nothing. I grabbed his head and pull him up to look at me but he looks fine and give me a small smile, i kiss him roughly and when i pulled back he hovered over me with red cheeks and the biggest smile, it was like a child just saw a puppy. He brung his face down to my cheek and kiss it, then my forehead and my chin and my nose then my jaw and after a few he started attacking my face and neck with kisses. I started laughing cause it tickled and tried to get him to stop but I felt him smile in every kiss he laid down. After awhile he stopped, my cheeks flushed with red and pink from smiling and laughing at him. We just stared at each other smiling then i brung his face down and kissed him then he went back to his old position. Then I slowly felt his breath slow and become almost delicate he must have finally fell asleep so i decided this would be my chance to as well to get some sleep. I rub his head just a bit more till I slowly lost myself to my slumber
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With You - sapnap x reader
Fanfiction(TRIGGER WARNING: SELF HARM) How do two people make it by themselves? they don't until they meet each other. Y/n struggles with past trauma and self harm, one day her life starts to pick itself up when she bumps into Nick at school.
