y/n p.o.v
around 2:30am I woke up to darkness and the light of the moon shining through the curtain just a bit, i felt the tight grip of nick pulling me closer to him almost like a child and their stuffed animal. The feeling of comfort came through my body after taking in my surroundings and moved my head to look back up at nick while he was sleeping, he wasn't snoring which was surprising since he hadn't slept but i knew he'd be asleep for a while so i might as well take in this moment while i can. I made my movements careful when around him making sure not to wake him up, we were in a spooning position but i turned around and faced him while putting my leg over him in hopes of pulling us closer then we already were, i was in a hoodie and a pair of his boxers and he wore the same thing, While i was looking at nick i had reached my hand to cuff his face and rubbed my thumb of his cheek.. i felt his small stubble coming in
(A/n- idk about y'all but men that have any sort of facial hair give me comfort, except for the young middle schoolers;-;)
i think for a moment on whether or not to kiss him but i decide why not and go for it, the warmth and curve of his lips on mine and his breathing hitting my upper lip made me melt, it was quick and as i was about to pull away i felt a hand slide up my side and make its way to my face cupping it and pulling me in closer while licking my bottom lip asking me for entrance while i gave almost immediately our tongues danced and swirled trading saliva, It got deep very fast and it wasn't stopping until a minute or so he pulled away and opened his eyes finally and smiled so brightly at me making a feeling a warmth and happiness erupt from inside of me. He grabbed my face with both hands and peppered my face in so many wet and dry kisses going from my forehead to my cheeks then my nose and a quick peck on the lips. It was still silent during those moments the only thing we could hear was the ac in the other room and the sound of us and our breathing but the never being an awkward moment with him, but he broke the silence with a calm whisper.
n- "y/n?"
y/n-"mhm"
n-"i like you"
i giggle a bit at his honesty mixed with nervousness
y/n- "i like you a lot more"
n- "don't ever forget that, promise" he brung up his pinky asking to lock in the promise, i grabbed him pinky with mine and locked it and twisted.
y/n- "promise."
he kissed me once more and deepened it showing every piece of accent with every move.
we had only been awake for around 10-15 minutes but sleep had soon decided to take over our time together and we made sure to get comfy and close while i was laying on his chest and my leg still around his waist area, he laid on his back with his arm underneath me and wrapped around grabbing my waist with his lower half of his face against my forehead almost kissing it but not sadly, we took our chance and closed our eyes eventually falling asleep hoping to stay this was forever with each other.
A/n- i know this chapter is short but i just realized i hadn't updated in 5 days and i felt bad so i was hoping this might fill in some stuff i missed. :) but go to sleep if your reading this as soon as it's published cuz i know if i'm tired you are too😂 <3
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Fanfiction(TRIGGER WARNING: SELF HARM) How do two people make it by themselves? they don't until they meet each other. Y/n struggles with past trauma and self harm, one day her life starts to pick itself up when she bumps into Nick at school.
