Drafts of the Soul

Notebook

Today, I'm gonna write again

I am picking up my favorite pen

Choosing words that will express

All of the feelings I've suppressed

It's been a while since I've written

All of the things I wanna create inside my head

I missed creating some meaningful rhymes

All thoughts --- nonsense sometimes

Mostly, the things I always write

Are what my heart usually recites

It's been a long time since I've felt romances

Now, I just don't think of any chances

They barely saw something inside this notebook

Even if they would, they wouldn't be easily get hooked

They would never understand anything

So I'd barely explained everything to them

Going into one scares me now

Messing up things again --- I won't allow

I might hurt again, they might hurt again

I'm scared I will be forsaken

If I fall in love again one day

I hope everything will turn okay

And that they will be able to look

Beyond the things in this notebook