Drafts of the Soul

Monstrous

They say that in order to know more about yourself

You have to make time for yourself too

And now, it's pandemic and this is it

So I looked at the mirror and asked, "Who are you?"

It was not that easy so every single day I kept trying

The more I've learned about myself, things just got scarier

And when I looked at the mirror again,

I saw a dark version of me and that monstrous side of her

I feel like I'm constantly changing day by day

And I'm becoming more like her

What should I do?

I feel like I'm slowly becoming a monster.

I don't want to accept that I am like that

But I don't know who should I become

The world is full of two-faced people

But it seems like I am many unlike everyone.