Drafts of the Soul

Your Fan

Dear My Superstar,

Hello!

I am one of those people

from the ocean of lights.

The lights are waving

and if you looked from a high ground,

it truly looks beautiful and stunning

like the stars you will see in the night sky.

Speaking of stars,

he is beautiful

and a good-looking man.

He sings beautifully and dances gracefully.

He's so admirable

that every girl

from this ocean and from other oceans

admires him...

and I'm one of them.

I always scream his name

at the top of my lungs

but he never hears my voice.

I always sing and dance

to his songs

and post it online

but he never dares to watch it.

I always message

his SNS accounts

but he never replies.

Because

he's a star

and he had lots of fans

that makes me unnoticeable.

I wanted you

to be mine

but how?

I am just your fan.

A fan

from the crowd.

You

are my everything

but you

don't even know me.

My name.

My face.

My voice.

You

don't know

if they really exist.

You

don't know

if I exist in this world.

But I am still hoping

we'll meet someday.

Not just as an idol,

a fan,

a stranger,

or even a friend.

But as a lover.

I love you

not just as an idol

but as a man.

I love you

even if you don't know me

and even if I know

you will never love me back.

I love you,

my superstar.

I love you,

Min Yoongi.

Hoping for you love,

Your fan