Fallin' All In Love

Chapter 18

A/n: hi hello it's me, first of all I'm so sorry, I was supposed to post yesterday well two days ago since it's now currently 3am but I wasn't feeling well and also because I'm just really scared and nervous to post this cause uhm...it has smut in it and it's my first ever written smut so I'm scared..I hope it's not shit..it probably is but...I have to post it and I want to anyways so. Uh Shawmila finally happens in this..sorry it took so long and enjoy the chapter hehe..or not..idk..I'm scawed

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Shawn and Camila were both staring at the ceiling not able to fall asleep. They both felt some type of way sleeping in the same bed so close to each other. He just wanted to tell her how he felt and kiss her all over and hold her and never let go. This thing between them, were they love each other, yes love, they were certain that they were in love with each other at this point, that was no question, but they were scared that their feelings wouldn't be reciprocated.

"Can't sleep?" Camila turned her head to Shawn.

"Yeah, seems like you're having the same problem." he said chuckling.

"Yeah," she sighed "what are you thinking."

"Do you really want me to tell you?"

"Yeah go ahead."

"Okay so i- uh there's this girl," he started,turning his body so he was now laying on his stomach while facing her.

"I really like her,she's amazing,loving,so sweet,she's really beautiful, she has a heart of gold, oh and she's also a mom, she's the best mom honestly, and wait,did I mention that she's like drop dead gorgeous?cause like she is. She's just everything man." he couldn't help the smile that spread on his face talking about the girl of his dreams, that always happens when he's around her or talks about her, he can't help it.

"Wow she sounds amazing, you look and sound like you really like this girl." She said her heart beating a little bit faster at this revelation.

"She is and I do, I want her to be my girlfriend so bad, I've been wanting to ask her for a while now but I never came around to it." he said his smile slowly turning into a frown. "I'm scared that she doesn't feel the same way and, I don't know it's complicated."

"Oh I mean,I'm sure she likes you too, you should talk to her about it." he could see that she's also thinking about something and it's clearly bothering her.

"What are you thinking about."

"Oh I just," she fidgeted with her fingers "there's this guy that I really like I mean the thing is I don't only like him, I think, no I know for sure that I love him. I love him so much, more than I wanna admit to myself, he's like the perfect guy, he's so so caring and gentle and he's so kind, he has the biggest heart and he loves Rose,I can see that he does and that makes me love him even more. He's literally the guy of my dreams and the thing is I loved him the moment I first laid eyes on him. My heart swells everytime I talk about him and i get butterflies in my stomach when I'm around him and when he does caring and nice things and I just,felt something there between us."

"Oh wow i- you sound so in love, and this guy sounds pretty cool," he chuckled. "I'm surprised you aren't together yet honestly."

"Yeah well, he never asked so..." she said sounding defeated.

"Well let's do something, on the count of three we say the names of these people, okay?"

"Yeah I'm down."

"Okay, 1,2,3, Shawn- Camila." they said at the same time, they were laying down before, now they were both sitting on the bed facing each other.

"No way! Will you look at that! My name's Shawn too,what a coincidence."