𝘠𝘢𝘳𝘳𝘰𝘸❁ᵇⁿʰᵃ

❁ I still can't find my body pillow ❁

hey, please read the ending note as there's some important things like if I'm going on hiatus. thank you

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❁ 3rd Person POV ❁

Hagakure entered the girl's baths, a few people trailing behind her who had been found already. They found Shoto, and entered the backroom. "Is anyone in here? Look around." She ordered, and people split up. Y/n heard several people walk by her bucket, and she resisted the urge to giggle.

"Aha! Bakubro, you're out!" Eijiro called out, and Katsuki grumbled his way out of the cupboard. "Ugh, whatever! This game is shitty anyway, and you're all terrible at seeking." He marched out, and they looked to each other puzzled. "So is there one more person here?" "Dunno, but go check that little room again."

Y/n internally sighed, knowing that she was moments away from being found. 'Oh well, maybe I can finally find my body pillow.' She heard someone rustling with the towels and then she came face-to-face with... uh, nothing. Or should I say Hagakure's invisible face. Hagakure poked her forehead, probably grinning.

"Y/n! Nice spot, but not good enough. How many people's that now?" She helped Y/n out of the tub and she looked around. Hagakure seemed to have found Eijiro, Kaminari, Tsuyu, Shoto, Katsuki (though he wasn't present), Kyoka and Mina. An interesting scope. "Oh wow, you're pretty good. Is this everyone?"

"Yeah! These guys have kinda helped, we're making it a team effort now. Want to help?" Y/n shook her head, smiling. "Actually, I could use this time to look for something I lost earlier. Come find me when the winner's announced?" She nodded. "Sure thing Y/n, see you later. And don't hit your head in the dark."

Y/n padded up to her room, where among the sounds of cursed™ minecraft™™ music™™™ she couldn't locate her body pillow. She searched in the thiccest of thighs, and even in her meth den, but alas no pillow of the body. "😢😢😢😭😭😔😔😔😔😞😞😞 *sad noises* 😞😞." She stated to herself, gazing wistfully at the indent where it once was.

❁ Timeskip ❁

"Y/nnnn!" Hagakure called out, lightly knocking on the door. "Has she fallen asleep?" Momo asked, and Mina shrugged. "Don't know, but I'm not waiting to find out." She clicked open the door and they walked inside, tiptoeing around the screen. Y/n had headphones on and a rather loud, colourful string of words was coming from her mic.

"-and I'll screw 'ya MUM and 'ya DAD and you NOOBS are all TRASH and you can't  E V E N  with this game!!1!11!" Y/n simply rolled her eyes and continued focusing on the screen, where an army of bees were killing the wither for her. "Y/n!"

She jumped and turned to face the girls, throwing her probably-expensive headset onto the bed. "Shawtie's ❤️✨ like 💯 a 🗿 melody 🎵🎶 in 🌚 my 🗣️ head 💕💦!!" She rambled, standing up. "You said it, baby girl. Anyway, the winner wants a favour from you!" Mina took hold of her arm and lead her downstairs.

"Oh finally, thought you fell asleep." "Okay, go on!" Y/n was pushed into an empty-ish room, where to her surprise Ochaco was sat. "Oh hey Ochaqueen, you won? Nice." Ochaco went a tad pink at the nickname and smiled as Y/n took a seat besides her. "Yeah, I guess you helped after all."

Y/n clicked her fingers in front of her, and lent her head on the other girl's shoulder. "So whatcha want? Just say it and it will be done- except maybe eating a whole ass tomato, I might not be able to do that. I'm listening hon." Ochaco took a deep breath, and turned her head to face the H/c girl.

"W-well uh, this might be a bit weird and you totally don't have to do it, of course! But I was wondering... I would like a uh..." She mumbled the last part and Y/n didn't quite catch it. "A what?" Ochaco scrunched her fists and decided to face this head on. 

"...a kiss! I would like a kiss from you! I- ah, that's too head on, it's fine if-" You chuckled and shook your head a little. "Aw, is that all? Course I will, c'mere." You leaned in, and for Ochaco it was as though time itself had stopped. Things slowed down as her face drew closer, and then your lips connected.

It was only for a few moments, but Ochaco lingered just a second more that maybe she should have. She didn't care though, at least now she knew for certain; she now liked Y/n too. They say most people find their soulmate before 16, and if that was true then Ochaco knew it was Y/n.

And yeah, maybe she did kind of like Izuku. But this was so much more, it wasn't fleeting or sporadic. It was whenever Y/n looked at her, whenever Y/n talked to her, whenever Y/n flirted with her, and whenever Y/n was around her. When they were apart, her heart had a tiny piece missing. 

"Ochaco..." Y/n whispered, and Ochaco placed her hand on the other girls. It was now or never- Y/n had to know! "Y/n, I don't want you to think of this as a proposition, because I still need to work through some of my feelings. But what I-I do know for sure is that, well, I like you! As a friend, no, so much more. I know you probably don't return my feelings for now, and that's okay - but I do need to tell you."

Y/n sat there in stunned silence for a second, before a warm smile danced over her lips. "Oh Ochaco, that's got to be the sweetest thing I've ever been told... You're right, I can't say for sure if I return your feelings right now. But--" She added, seeing Ochaco's face fall a little. "--that's not to say I can figure out in the future."

"Right now though, it's getting rather late. Thanks for the confession, and I found it remarkably adorable. Ciao." You patted her on the head, and stood up, leaving the room with somewhat of a flushed face. 'Still can't find my body pillow, but this was much better.'

Meanwhile, Ochaco was in shock. 'She didn't flat out shoot me down, I still have hope! Now she knows, I might not have a great advantage over everyone else but I can still try! I wish Y/n will love me in the future, but for now we can take it slow. You got this, Ochaqueen!' She giggled to herself, and bounced out of the room after you, almost making things float with her elated mood.

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wow look another crummy chapter ahaha lets all clap for the world's least motivated author. was this rushed or forced? idk. i've been planning for a while, so. it was meh. not great but i need to publish stuff.

[rant warning]

Here's the important question: should I go on hiatus? as much as it pains me, i think i might. My sleeping schedule has gotten worse by the day, I'm not eating right or drinking enough. I stress so much about my personal life, and not to sound vent-y or selfish but writing really takes a toll on my mental stability.

I've had mental health issues for a while now, I won't go into detail but i will say that it's so bad that i have panic attacks on the regular though. Writing has always been an outlet for me, and I love it so much, being able to write for others and maybe make them laugh or smile at my work. But recently i'm so tired, my eyes are blurry with how exhausted i am and not many people seem to care.

"You're not tired. Stay off your phone at night." "You can always talk to me- aka i'll ask you about it when i feel generous, but any other time i'll just dismiss you." "Can you do this for me? Actually, you're doing it anyway." "Your sleeping pattern is always bad haha, now focus on me." It seems like no-one cares about me sometimes, and no matter how i explain myself i always get the same answer. I just really want to take care of myself first, but how can I? I want to keep a healthy me and balance my workload, but between this and everything I don't know how much longer I can take. Oh well, at least I have you guys. :) So that's good. <3

[k rant over thx]

So you know what, it's my birthday on the 15th. I'll be 14 and one year closer to the sweet sweet release of death's cold embrace. But screw that, I'm worthy of all sorts of crap. and if I want a hiatus, i'll damned well take one! Later though, cos I'm not that wimpy. For now though, I think i'll pull through. Quarantine hasn't been kind to me, and i may feel crappy sometime but at least i have you guys. So thank you.

wow that was depressing lmao k so i did a confession finally, this won't take too much away from the story line but keep this in mind: Ochaco likes Y/n, she doesn't love her. but maybe soon??? ;) alright, make sure to keep up with my tumblr [your-lover-academia btw] and honestly leave me a comment saying "choccy milk" please it would make me very happy bc i am on the verge of a mental breakdown. aight ciao my choccy milks love you ❤︎