this is a paul mccartney fanfic . the characters have been aged up for this book .since they were fifteen and sixteen. In the film . The actors portrayed the characters extremely well and I like the movie was based on the friendship not the band its...
when i wake i get up and get a quick shower and changes in to pants and a school shirt with the sleeveless jumper with a v neck . And sorted out myself
i put on my shoes and went downstairs and made myself some breakfast as well as a hot cup of tea .
i heated up the hot water bottle and used it for a little but since i had more pain . still having cramps god I hate this . I hate puberty and periods . Quickly , I packed my school bag as I left the hot water bottle cool a little since it was red hot
john and pete were goofing around outside and pete asked john rather rudely " john does she have to walk with us " i rolled my eyes as I was not in the mood to say much since I would easily get snappy for almost any reason when I am on my period as he said to Pete . Whilst I stood holding it to my tummy under the jumper
" yes pete she does and she has a name so use it and respect her and i want to know her better and i love her since she is my sister, stupid. Why are you so against her being here " " yeah why are you against it , oh I think I know ooh ooh is it because you might get a hard on since i am around you since you struggle to keep it in those pants of your cause your normally jerking every day a lot " i mocked and rolled my eyes at pete and doing a jerking motion
when we got to the school gates john pressed a chaste kiss to my forehead and i did the same but to his cheek since he was so much taller than me and thanked him as pete asked me " hey where's my kiss then " i pretended to get something out my bag but I removed my hand and showed him my middle finger as i just about heard john say " keep it in your pants pete and not for her otherwise you will have no cock for girls to suck ."
i giggle and walked in to school going to the music room since i had double lesson of it first and second.
i sat down and pulled out two notebooks , my music and a doodle one which was also like a diary .
i stood and got out my guitar and played as the door opened to a boy in neatly pressed and clean uniform. who himself had a guitar . He looked out of place in this classroom , he looked posh , everything so tidy , his posture straighter than a statue , his hair was perfect, in fact it was the definition of perfect . I faced towards him for a few minutes staring over him , when I realised I was I turned away with a hue on my cheeks
i strummed softly as i didn't really like playing in front of new people .No matter what i still played and hummed along time i put a spell on you by screamin' jay hawkings .
even as i was concentrating on strumming i felt the boys gaze burning holes in to my back or my guitar. once i stopped the teacher came over and leant on the desk as he politely asked , he had been intrigued by the way I played and focused on songs, he said I had pure potential if I use it correctly
" can you sing at all miss lennon I bet it would sound good if you sang alongside playing " i looked up embarrassed and said " well i wish i could sir but i sadly cannot and if i tried it might not be a good idea sir maybe if I was more comfortable with singing publicly I would try it "
the bell went , I turned in my seat to see if the boy would tell me his name but before i was introduced to the boy who stared at me . He rushed out the room , after packing up rapidly
the day went by and i was given a few tests that i did with the older years but they were all good marks . i placed them into my bag and left school as the last bell went with my guitar and walked out to the gates and saw john
" hey sis " i smiled and ran to him giving him a hug " hey johnny " i said whilst walking along with him and luckily pete wasn't here " there is a fair and i got a gig for my band and i was wondering if you could also sing with us or on your own. I want to see your eyes glisten as you sing sis , you look at peace when you do , you smile brightly and you look like your happy "
i looked at him quizzically and nod but say " sure but should i play guitar johnny " he nods as we get in i rush up the stairs to get the spare hot water bottle and put away my things getting out my almost empty doodle book , i sit downstairs in the conservatory and thought of the songs i could do.
after a few minutes i decided to just do can't help falling in love since i knew it well and it was good when i sang it .
john came out and asked me " so what you gonna sing bea " so i looked up at min and said " i am going to play can't help falling in love " and my thoughts were 'because I can't help but eventually fall for this boy who gazed over me and stared at my playing'
the rest of the week has passed ever so slowly and i was extremely nervous for it but i changed anyway and dressed in to a just above the knee length dress and put a ribbon in my hair to keep it out of my face since i either tie it into plaits or i leave it down without messing with it.
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i put on some black pumps and went downstairs to see mimi with a small smile on her face with john holding both our guitars and in a smart set of clothes. i thanked him as mimi commented " you look nice bea " i gave a gentle smile and say " i made it awhile ago I am surprised it still fits me to be honest ." The dress hugged my curves tightly mainly with my chest that was bigger then the last time I wore the dress as its a summer dress mainly or even a spring dress.
we all left after i had gotten a cardigan what was red . i carried the guitar on my back copying how John carried his and as we got there i went to the host and politely asked " hello sir i was , I was just wondering if i could play before the quarrymen , it would be one song if not sorry for the inconvenience ." he looked at me with a small smirk and said " sure thing little missy i will need a name " i thanked him as and told him my name and he then told me i had about ten minutes before i actually had to go onstage . seeing as i went on five mins before the three o clock for the quarrymen. they were pretty good for not long as a band but i think that's only because of john and his guitar playing.
i went to john who cleared my nerves as i tuned my guitar up . i took deep breaths and took of my cardigan since i was roasting .
i walked out to the host with my guitar as he called my name . i glanced at the crowd and saw mum along with little julia and mimi .
i pulled the guitar around and strummed along the introduction which was about two bars .
i was really nervous with about three hundred or more eyes that were trained on me like hawks but i still looked over to john who nodded and i began singing softly whose i closed my eyes and focused on a peaceful place before smiling softly and swaying my hips a little to the strumming :
Wise men say Only fools rush in But I can't help falling in love with you Shall I stay? Would it be a sin If I can't help falling in love with you?
Like a river flows Surely to the sea Darling, so it goes Some things are meant to be
Take my hand Take my whole life too For I can't help falling in love with you
Like a river flows Surely to the sea Darling, so it goes Some things are meant to be
Take my hand Take my whole life too For I can't help falling in love with you For I can't help falling in love with you
as the songs last note ripples and ended their was a cacophony of clapping and whistles.i bowed and left the stage to hug john .nuzzling in to his shoulder and sniffled whispering to quiet for him to hear "I was so scared Johnny"
