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As I wake up to the sun shining on my eyes faintly . I sat upright and stretched before trudging into the hallway but then noticed that my shorts were a bit wet so I quickly ran into the toilet locking the door .

I ran a bath as I peeled of my shorts and knickers , i let out a massive sigh in relief thinking that I had started early on my period but it turned out that i must of had an interesting dream last night . Very interesting dream indeed

I hopped on the bath and cleaned my hair and shaved if i needed to . After sitting there I decided to get out and wrap a towel around me and rushed back to get changed for going around to Paul's since we were having a private practice for the project that is due in two weeks time .

I hopped downstairs and had a quick apple and left telling John and mimi that I was going out for the day and that I would be careful with the people I am surrounded by as they thought I was going to Blackpool but obviously john saw through this knowing I was either going Paul's or Emily's .

After breakfast I walked to Paul's and luckily that it was the weekend . As I got ever so closer I saw paul in his room so I crouched down and picked up a small rounded pebble and aimed before throwing it so it hit against his window to get his attention .

A few failed attempts later and he opened his window out and stuck his head looking around till he saw me " hey gorgeous" I smiled and shouted up to him " can I come in" he simply pulled his head back and nodded

By the sounds from within the house it sounded as he was rushing down the stairs and bouncing to the front door .

Paul opens the door in a pair of fitted black trousers and his torso clad in a shirt that wasn't buttoned up revealing a small vest luckily his dad wasn't in . I gave him a small and totally innocent kiss on his cheek and we go upstairs to his room where we sit and play guitar.

When he isn't playing he is intently staring at my lips and eyes but when I glance up he looks down to my fingers which dance along the fretboard .

After nonstop playing for two hours maybe even longer I kiss his lips once shortly and pull away leaving him blushing profusely . We talked for awhile before I get up and leave paul for the night .

I head home and talk to john who ever since I started dating paul he became more interested in what we do and gets protective over me really easily . " did you do anything other than kiss and play guitar" i shook my head

He went quiet but I guess that is because I am the one who I dating one of his friends . But no matter what he was always supportive of what we do and I still haven't told mimi

It was starting to get really late so I went up and lay in my bed trying to get some sleep but I couldn't because every single time I kiss paul my lips tingle and he ran throughout my mind .

Only after a few long hours of trying i finally fell asleep. My face clad in a small grin . But this grin wasn't a normal grin it was toothy .

As the school day drags on and the band comes back to mimi's who currently is out with one of her friends talking about lord knows what there probably knitting or sowing or doing what they like .

Everyone filled up with sandwiches that both me and surprisingly john made . I sat in the corner drinking a cup of cold milk as it was too hot in the house for a cuppa at the minute .

As everyone went outside for a small ten minute break me and paul continued to play and help teach john a few more things that need to be improved .

I eventually excused myself and grabbed my art notebook and for a much needed break and when I reset my foot back in the room I tucked myself into the corner and carefully drew the seen in front of me .

John was smiling whilst playing and paul was focused on the guitar in his hands  . i stopped after five minutes and sat watching sitting next to john staring and admiring paul McCartney . He had dark brown hair gelled neatly into a curl that was touching his temple .His eyes a warm chocolate brown focused on both his guitar and johns hands as the pair of them changed one chord to another chord .

His lips a warm pink colour that flashed pearly white teeth whenever he smiled which lit up a room. and a small dimple on his face as his face light up as the two of them bonded and talked and laughed like normally teenager who weren't playing gigs here and there or as they would never imagine if they didn't meet and the fame they are rising to . They looked at peace here in there element , not even noticing that I was there and it warmed my heart that they are still as strong of friends as they were since day one

To think that john was nineteen and paul was eighteen was surprising because john acted like a fifteen year old whilst paul was sensible and rational .

Paul looked up over to me and  caught my eyes on him knowing that i was staring .I looked down dropping his gaze for a near five seconds before looking up to see him smiling at me taking in my eyes and face .

John had left to go to the toilet when paul said " your kind of quiet love what you thinking about ." i passed him my note book as he flicked through the drawings of him and john .Half the book was filled with little sketches of the two and some of just paul or john .

He sat down next to me and planted a quick chaste kiss against my lips . It had been awhile since we had kissed since i didn't really like kissing in the public of others since it was disrespectful and rude .

i gave him a hug as john came back in looking bored out of his mind .Paul showed john the drawing then he glanced at me saying " sis when did you draw these ." i looked over and muttered " ever since i first met paul i drew little sketchs so i wasn't hammering on about how handsome or nice or anything about him in general because i thought you would be angry if i fell in love with one of your friends and because it's like against the code or something for a mate to date family plus i didn't want to be the annoying sister and i didn't expect your reaction ."

They both hugged me and we sat there for ages until the sun went down which then paul had to go home .which left john and me sitting there happily

" umm quick question how come you too aren't always like kissing all the time bea you know like the time I walked in on you snogging him in your room " i glance up and awkwardly said " i don't like kissing him in the presence of others since it is bound to be disrespectful and is immoral but we only kiss every so often as well since we are young that is well from the fact we have had sex once but yeah ." he smiled and nods saying " is he treating you good " i smile and nod but change the topic since i found it uncomfortable to talk about his best friend and my boyfriend behind his back .