Mute

unsaid

a/n: hey guys I think I'll keep it first person point of view from a few chats with people who're reading this  they like it better this way and so do I. so carry on my wayward sons and have fun!

"you know if your going to stand here in my office saying nothing and starring at me blankly I going to have to-"

he shut himself up seeing that I was at least trying but too afraid. "it's okay try your hardest, I know it's been a long time." he said his hand on my back for reassurement. and you wouldn't believe the first words out of my mouth. "I was trying and now I have spoken once again. it's weird y'know? speaking again. I swear it's like a whole new me has come out to see the world that has been sheltered from her for so long. I came here to say thanks. thank you for showing the light to the internal dark world thank you for showing what I can achieve in all its greatness. thank you." his mouth was now agape. holy shit it's even prettier than I imagined it's just the right amount of base and eloquence to it he thought. I liked my own voice too it was exactly what I wanted it to be. "y/n. your voice. it's beautiful. it's all I ever wanted to hear." he said. I was blushing like he'll now. "t-thank y-y-you c-captain." wait why the fuck was I stuttering and blushing. I am the badass silent titan hunter. why the he'll am I being so shy? I thought. based on our body language and voice interactions, he liked me, a lot. this was weird. rushed out of his office and went back to my own and got dressed and went to bed. as I went to sleep I couldn't stop thinking about my voice and how it sounded it amazed me. then my roomie Christa came back and asked me if I did anything. "yeah I learned how to talk" I swear to God she fainted. then Ymir came in saw the way I was holding her and got pissed it was a giant mess. but I didn't say anything to her I just apologized on paper she forgave me and I went back to Christa's room in the infirmary. those girls were attached to each other like honey and peanut butter. no one could separate them from each other not even a boy, I think they like each other but it's all to hard to tell it's not like I'll yell the questions in their faces. as I went to sleep my dreams became nightmares as they usually did. I was afraid everyone would hag  me for talking. but in the morning I was surprised to hear that they had called the expedition off. it enough supplies we're given so they couldn't even attempt. I was quite happy with this in fact. not dying today!

as I made my way back to the dining hall after erwins speech I got anxious again thinking about my nightmares and the reactions they might cause. then ymir came up and told me what christa fainted for. an  was fairly happy with how I responded but it was Still a bit silent. so I only nodded a simple yes. "how do you think the others will react?" she was dumbfounded at my voice. "oh my walls, your voice, it's beautiful." she said with excitement I think they'll loved it and everything about it."

"thanks but that's kind why I am out here, I don't know how they'll react so I got scared and I don't think I'm going to eat dinn- hey what are you doing?" just then Ymir had picked me up bridal style and was carrying me into the dining hall. squirming wildly I tried to escape her grasp, nothing worked she was way too strong for me to even try and be unwomanhanded? by her. just then as I lay back and gave up she kicked the door in to reveal some surprised faces. she then walked over to my normal table in which her grasp loosened and I made a run for it. in which she caught my ankle as I tried to run through the kitchen to grab at least a slice of bread. she dragged me out as I was clawing at the floor even holding onto door frames to escape. no use. everyone was laughing now. I then gave up with my arms going limp and dragging slowly . "guys y/n has something to tell you." the trio of misfits looked up along with the rest of them. she dropped me finally I got up gave her a glare and brushed off my clothes. while doing that, I looked down and saw I still had my gear on my glare turned into a smirk and in a flash I was on the ceiling with two middle fingers saluting her. "if you don't I will!" she threatened. I then got back down and stood beside her looking at the whole table in front of me.

I took a deep breathe "hi guys!" the whole cafeteria stopped eating and looked straight at me I swear I have never been more terrified in my life. "y/n did you just-" armin tried to say before you cut him off " talk? yes."

"but you are mute."

"yeah? So? I don't have to be mute forever do I?"

"no I guess not" he said  sitting back down.

"anyways, I need food." I said walking away. I looked back at them and time just had the smuggest look you could ever imagine. I came back with bread and a cup of tea everyone was still frozen. "oh, get over it already, I'm only talking it's not like I punched the Comm- actually no I did that once." looking back to the memory now I remember I was sleeping and the.commander came to my room asking for an errand but he didn't know that when ever somebody wakes me I get weird and probably have no Idea what the fuck was going on so I'll fight so I punched him by accident  upon realising what I did I wrapped him up real quick and apologized as much as paper could tell. he then passed it off and sent me off to do the chores he asked me to. wasn't fun experience but it was there.

" well if you have the courage to give a response I'll be in my room." I then turned and walked back to my room to find a very angry midget staring at me. "oh dear Jesus! why the fuck are you in my room?!". "checking for everyone to see if they cleaned their rooms and you didn't sweep enough."

I put my arms in sarcastic defense and flailed them about " O0o0o0o0  nooooooo the dust shall kill us all!" I said dropping to the floor where I crawled around him I then stood up begin  him and pushed him out. and started sweeping. " Y/N L/N YOU GET YOUR ASS OUT HERE NOW."

I then opened the door back up and saw him loo looking angrier than before then again I was still wearing my gear when he was there so I could easily slip out at any time if needed. "these doors can't lock you could've just come right in." he was still angry an  hunched over. I grabbed the broom. "here you go I'm done with cleaning up. thanks" he didn't take it at first so I slipped the handle into his fist and shut the door again lighting a few candles at the same time. then the door flew open and blew them all out. it was shorty again. "what? I'm writing? Now make up your mind in or out."

"out. your. going. out. to. clean. the. stables."

"nope"

"what?"

" I said no. now get out I need to concentrate." he stood there once again and entered. now closing the door behind him. I sat at my desk again and he sat back on the bed. he was more relaxed now, drawn curtains and candlelight I can see why. "turn around" I said he looked at me puzzlingly. "turn around I need to grab something." he did as I said and making sure he faced the wall the whole time I grabbed my storybook that I kept behind a couple others. thanks where I write my stories to keep happy. it's secret because everyone would never look at me the same if they saw it. "you can turn back around now" he turned and saw the book. "what that's for?"

"it's my storybook"

"what stories?"

"stories that relieve stress after missions. I always right them here. and no you can't see it."

"I'm your captain your obliged to let me see."

"nope sector 8:3 says you can't if it's a personal item"

"I liked you when you were quiet"

"you didn't say that last night now did you?"

he rolled his eyes and let me write. he fell asleep on my bed though so I wrote two stories one about my family and one about his sleeping habits. well I was until they walked in.