Mute

Ship-off

I was being shipped off today. we did it in the early morning. I didn't want them to go crazy and try and hide me in some couch cushion. As we left off I could see them rushing out of the building to see what was going on. it was hilarious, one tripping over the other to say good bye. it's silly but I'll be gone for... "how long will I be gone for?" I said monotonously towards him. " 3 months." I was still mad at him for what he said, the guy I like said he was going to puke if he heard my name again, now doesn't that just stab you in the neck poor back? I can't remember. it didnt take long to get there we only had a few things to pack. both coming from the underground a we didn't have much then either. it was terrible. being there again, it smelled the same, rat shit, and blood. we grabbed our suit cases and gear and went back to our old homes. we chose mine for the space. looks like the old tavern worker knew I was coming back nothing untouched. Except for the disgusting dust everywhere it was fine. We bought another bed for him and another desk too. and set up food rations under our bed my book selection wasn't big do we managed to take our own. but private changing wise we'd suffer with seeing each other, this was weird. I grabbed the food I had packed to make and made it as for levi, he could make his own.

Well he did try that until he realized Erwin left him a condom on every food item so I shared my food with him. As we sat at the small table, we managed to find in the downstairs bar, we are our noodles in quiet. "you know that I didn't mean it like that? Right y/n?" I shook my head no I couldn't exactly answer with these noodles. " what I meant was I was to nervous to tell you I liked you myself I'm sorry you had to hear it this way." at that last part I practically choked on my noodles. "don't apologize for something I've dreamed of." now he was choking. " you did to?" He looked surprised. I nodded again. " well I guess I can do this again." he said I looked up confused at what he meant but it was too late for that he was already kissing me.