First Love In A Heartbeat // kth

chapter 5

"J-Jungkook?"

I couldn't believe this. The man that cheated on me months ago.. there he was... standing in front of me. He stood there, a worried look on his face.
He hadn't changed a bit, still attractive as always. We just stared at each other in silence.

"Sooji" Jungkook let out and looked at my broken self up and down. "Are you okay? Did someone hurt you?"
He walked closer to me as I wiped my tears.
"I uh.. I'm okay."
"No you're definitely not. Why are you so dressed up?" Jungkook sounded worried as I lowered my head and burst into tears. I was super tired and just wanted to leave everything behind.
"No no... don't cry" Jungkook pulled me in for a hug while I cried on his shoulder. Jungkook's comfort felt good, like the good old times with him. I wrapped my arms around him as I fell into his embrace. His precence really helped me forget Taehyung and Jiyon. I just needed someone to help me right now.

"It's okay Sooji, it's okay.. what happened?" He rubbed my back as I took a deep breath.
"It's nothing I just.. I'm very upset by a friend.. it's nothing serious" I wish I could tell him what really happened but.. I just couldn't.
Jungkook continued to hug me as we stayed there for a few seconds.
I finally pulled away and looked at him straight in the eye.
That stare. I'll always remember it. It was familiar and full of love and care.
"Do you want to go somewhere?" He asked carefully.
I sniffed and sighed.
"Oh definitely no. You want to just go home" He chuckled and I let out a laugh.
"My car is.. that way so.. I'll probably just.. drive back home" I wiped my tears as I smiled at Jungkook.
"I can.. drive you there with your car if you want me to.. you seem kind of tired" he asked and smiled.
You smiled back to him. "That would be great.."
We started to walk to my car together, side by side.

"Thank you Jungkook. I really needed someone's comfort" I said to him as he gave me the car keys. We were at my front door and we just stared at each other in the moonlight. Jungkook smiled and giggled.
"Your makeup is so messy"
Oh crap. Probably because of the crying.
I laughed and took out my house key.
"So.. Chaeji's probably looking for me. I should get inside.." I smiled and unlocked the door. "I guess I'll see you around then"
"I uh.. I'm actually free tomorrow so.. maybe we could like hang out.. go for a cup of coffee?" Jungkook shyly asked as he fidgeted with his fingers.
That would be the perfect way to forget Taehyung and every drama that has been going on.

"Yea sure! You pick me up?"
"Gotcha" he did a finger gun and smiled.
I giggled as I went back inside.
I closed the door as I saw Chaeji brushing her teeth. She widened her eyes.
"What happened? You look terrible"
I sighed. "It's nothing just... go to bed" I said as I walked upstairs.
I removed my makeup, changed to more comfortable clothes and went downstairs to eat something.
As I ate in the empty kitchen, I started to think about Jungkook. He was so sweet and helpful to take me home. I remember when we used to sneak out in the middle of the night to the local park and just talk about everything we had in our minds.

Flashback

"I got some snacks for us babe" he said as I smiled and sat on the ground. He sat beside me and handed a chip bag to me.
"I love these.. thank youu" I pecked his cheeks multiple times while chuckling.
We started to eat as we just stared at the moonlight and stars. I saw Jungkook looking at me from my side as I hid my face. I wasn't used to being looked by my low self esteem.
"Stop looking" I said as I peeked through my fingers. Jungkook removed my hands and kissed me gently on my lips.
"You're so beautiful.. please don't hide yourself"
I smiled and started to blush.

End of flashback

I couldn't stop smiling.

"But.. then he decided to cheat on me" I sighed and rested my head on my hands.
I flinched as my phone started ringing. I took my phone out of my pocket. Oh crap, Jimin. I completely forgot about him.

"Hi Jimin" I sighed out, expecting for him to be mad.

"Sooji, where are you? I haven't seen you" I could hear the bass sounds in the background.
"I uhh.. I left. Something got in the way" tears started to form in my eyes as the kiss replayed in my head.

"Hold on.. that doesn't sound good. Is it Taehyung?"
"Yea it is" I let out a sob and started to quietly cry against the kitchen table, not wanting to wake up Chaeji.
"I saw Taehyung and Jisoo kissing there" I managed to get out through the cries.

"Oh no.. I'm so sorry. I didn't know that he would even come.. shit I.. I gotta go now.. I'll talk to you later" he said as he hung up. I crawled into a ball on my chair and cried again because of Taehyung and stupid, bitchy Jiyon. You decided it was uncomfortable to sit in the kitchen so you moved to your bedroom and softly cried while hugging your pillow.
"I'll hang out tomorrow with Jungkook.. he'll make me feel better..." I whispered as I turned off the lights and fell into a deep sleep.