First Love In A Heartbeat // kth

chapter 8

I love you.

Silence. 

After I said those words, I could see his expression. It was something, something new. It was full of love. 

Tears fell onto my shirt as I continued to wipe my nose.

"There you go.. those were the words I wanted to tell you. Now I know, you're uncomfortable by me and I get it. You will continue to go on your own path-"

He pulled me by my waist and locked his lips against mine. I was first shocked and nervous, but eventually melted into the kiss. I felt like I was seeing stars. The whole kiss and the moment felt unreal. I've been craving his embrace, his lips, his skin against mine.. and it's finally happening. The kiss lasted a few seconds as I pulled away from him. I heard Jungkook stomping to the door and slamming it, clearly sad and pissed. Well, I didn't fucking care. I only cared about Taehyung. 

We were breathing heavily as I continued to wipe my now happy tears. Taehyung chuckled and wiped a tear away with his thumb. 

"I'm s-sorry.." I sniffed as Taehyung pulled me in again and pecked my lips. 

"What do you have to be sorry for? I should be the one apologizing. Gosh Sooji.. I was such a fucking asshole treating you like that.. I had no idea... Jiyon really was a huge manipulator" Taehyung was regretful. 

"I'm so so sorry..." he sounded really hurt as I ran my fingers through his soft hair, caressing him.
We just kept looking at each other, silently.
I bit my lip as I gulped nervously. Would this be too much.. Hopefully not.

"This is just a suggestion but.." I spoke.

Taehyung nodded. "Yes?"

"C-Could you maybe stay with me for the night?" I looked at him with nervous eyes, terrified by his answer.
"You don't have to of course, I can sleep on my own-"
"That would be great" Taehyung smiled as he pulled me in for a kiss again.

I couldn't believe this was actually happening.

The kiss first started out soft, slightly caressing each other, holding each other. But then, it took a huge turn. Really huge.

In minutes we were in my bedroom, taking our clothes off and moaning against each other's skins. As the final pieces of our clothes came off, we fell into each others embrace, and made thr best love I've ever had. He was so gentle, and still so good at it, I thought I would've passed out by the pleasure.

After that amazing night, we were inseparatable. We officially started to date, and we both couldn't be more happier. He started to visit my house every week, it felt like he almost lived there. His parents were really nice when I visited them but.. I haven't heard anything from my mom or dad.

Anyway, he has been super sweet, and I couldn't wish for a better boyfriend like him. He is so caring, always took me to fancy restaurants, gave me gifts, would cheer me up when I was sad.. he is an angel.

5 months later

"Where were you? My hair is all wet!" Chaeji scoffed at me when she entered the car. It was raining really heavily that day.

"I'm so sorry, school stuff got in the way" I said as she put on her seatbelt.

"Yea school stuff. Probably "wrestled" with Taehyung in the library" she let out a laugh.

"Hey! I seriously had assignments to do and I also had to talk with a teacher" I said as I started the engine.

I told Chaeji about me and Taehung a couple months after we had started dating. She took it quite well actually, she was just happy that it wasn't Jungkook again.
She of course teases about it sometimes but she's happy for us.

We finally arrived at our house as I unlocked the door with my keys. As I opened the door, I noticed a pair of new shoes on the carpet. That's weird. Those aren't definitely mine and Chaeji doesn't wear that big shoes..

Wait.. could it be..

"Mom!" Chaeji yelled and ran to my mothers arms who was sitting in the kitchen. I smiled widely as I walked over to her and hugged her too.

"I've missed you girls" she said. I missed her sweet voice.

"You came back from America? This soon?" I said as I looked at her, smiling.

"Wait.. Where's dad?" Chaeji asked, pulling away from the hug.

I looked at my now serious mother as she started to speak.

"Girls, your dad is still in America, but I wanted to come here and talk to you about this.."

We both stared at her in silence.

"We have decided that we are all going to move to America"

I couldn't believe my ears. Moving to the USA? Why?? Just why??

My smile faded as I listened to my mothers piercing words.

"It is too much work for you to be here, so we thought that this was the best option for your safety and wellness"

Yea right.

"Okay, I'm in. I mean I'll miss my classmates but.. I'll make new friends there!" Chaeji smiled and showed a thumbs up. My mom smiled and turned to me.

I was boiling with anger and sadness as my world started to crumble.

"No. I don't want to go" I mumbled as my expression was serious.

My mom and Chaeji looked at me, suprised.

"You don't want to go? America is a way better option for-"

"I can live by myself here, I'll get a job. We have been living here completely fine by now, but now it's difficult? I am not leaving this country" I clenched my jaw as I walked over to my coat and put my shoes on.

"Sooji, where are you going?" my mom yelled as I opened the door.

"To someone who really appreciates me for being here" I said and slammed the door shut, stepping into the rainy storm. I slowly stepped inside my car, getting myself wet as I pulled out my phone.

I need him. I need his embrace.

I opened my calls and pressed call right away.
Raindrops fell on the windshield as my phone was ringing against my ear, waiting for an answer.

"Baby, please pick up.." I sighed as a tear rolled down my cheek.

"Hi babe?" I finally heard his voice.

"Thank god you picked up. Can I please come over I have some stuff going on right now.. I'll explain everything when I get there?" I rambled as my voice started to break.

"Yes of course baby" he said and I quickly hung up and drove off.