Inexplicable Love (Completed)

Kabanata 14

"Fierce!... and perfect!" Hiyaw ng photographer sa likod ng camera.I pose alot and some attractive post. I am shooting for the magazine.

After leaving Philippines. After leaving Ady. I went here in America to help my dad managed our restaurants and when someone take a photo of me while walking on the streets. And post it on internet, there are agency that looked for me to sign contract to them.

Its not easy to climb up to top. And Im newbie in this industry its hard to approach people. Luckily,Cara help me. She is model too but she is supermodel already when I met her so it was awkward to talk to her when we first met. And everytime we go out, theres alot of camera and media taking our pictures.

"Retouch her make-up!" The director shouted. Agad namang lumapit sakin ang makeup artist at si Stacy. My personal assistant. She fix my hair and my clothes. When I look for Kelly. My manager. She was on the phone,talking to someone.

And after the retouch,we continue the shoot. It lasts about a 3 hours but its amazing. I love doing what makes me happy. After the shoot, I change my clothes and go to mall since I have a lot of time to go shopping.

I am managing my dads restaurant even though he wants me to focus on my career. I still want to help him. And the advantage of my modelling was the restaurants became famous to the city.

Its been three years since I left my heart on the Philippines. Yes,you read it right. I left my heart there. I dated one man here in america but it didn't last two months. You know why?

Because I found out that he cheated on me. And that news was like a cease fire that spread all over the media.

Lagi na lang ba kong lolokohin? Oh wait. Niloko ba ko ni Ady?

Fuck. Until now I don't have an answer for that question. And I have alot of question in my head that I keep on asking for three years.

I still inlove to a person that I met three years ago. But I left him without hearing his explanation.

"Ane!" Kelly shouted. I blink when I heard her. Nakatulala pala ko habang hawak iyong bodycon dress na kanina ko pa tinitignan habang iniisip yung mga nangyari ng nakaraan.

I clear my throat before i speak, "Yes, I will get this one and this one too." I pointed out the top that had retro style.

Kinuha na sakin ni kelly ang damit na tinuro ko at bago siya pumunta sa cashier bago bayaran iyon ay bumulong muna siya."Malalim yata ang iniisip mo." She said.

I hired my manager and my assistant because they are filipina at ayoko ring mawala sakin yung nakalakihan ko na. Gusto ko pa rin na paguuwi ako ay may nakakaintindi sakin without even speaking english.

When she cameback holding a paper bag she was so serious while looking around like checking if theres any media outside before we leave. "I think I can go home on my own. You two can go home na." I tell to both of them.

I want a peace of mind and I want to be alone. "Are you sure? And are you okay kasi you look weird today. Akala mo ba di ko napapansin na kanina ka pa sa shoot? Is anything bothering you?"  Stacy ask with furrowed brows.

I look down and look away. "Yeah. I'm okay. I think im just tired." I smile at them.

They just nod and give me the paper bag and after that we leave the store. I wear a shades. I'm sure there are cameras out there. At hindi nga ako nagkakamali. Nang makarating ako ng parking ay sumulpot na ang media kaya naman binilisan ko ang  lakad para makasakay na sa sasakyan.