Inexplicable Love (Completed)

Kabanata 17

"Lets go,ady."

My voice is shaking for no reason. But I felt my tears was falling into my cheeks. I was trying not to look at him because I don't want him to see me like this. Weak. But he hold my cheeks and face it to him.

"I can't fall inlove with you,vesta even though I want to be with you forever." He wiped my tears. I could smell him from here.His scent was mixed with alcohol.

I could see the pain and fear into his eyes. But why he is feeling that way? If he has a girlfriend already I can accept it even it will hurt me the most,even it will kill me inside.

I clear my throat, "We can talk tomorrow but now you need to rest,please." I tell him but instead do what I say, he hugged me. And he is heavy. So I need to tapped his shoulder but he didn't move.

"Can we stay like these forever?" He whispered. "Ady..." he hugged me tightly. "Im not drunk yet. You don't need to take care of me." He said and after a couple of seconds he let me go.

Since he is not drunk I go upstairs to have some rest. I don't if he's going to manila right now. He drink some alcohol and I think its not the right time for him to come home. I went to bathroom and have a shower. It was so refreshing since I was tired from flight.

After that I fell asleep without thinking of him. I want to rest my body,my mind and my heart. I slept smoothly. I wake up and when I look at my phone beside me it late. My room here in our rest house is meticulous.

My dad bought this house because of fresh air. This house is like a stress reliever. I could live at this place forever. I heard a knock on my door. I get up and open the door.

"Who is—" I stopped when I saw ady behind it. "Oh...what are you doing here?" He scanned me from head to toe. Until his eyes go back to my chest. I realized that I don't have a bra and im just wearing satin shirt and shorts.

I feel embarassed so I suddenly close the door but ady hold it to stop. He is strong because of that he get inside and close the door. What the hell? Pagkatapos niya kong bosohan papasok siya? Baka samantalahin niya ang kahinaan ko. Kung ganoon ay pipiliin kong maging mahina. Syempre charot lang. Huwag pamarisan.

"How dare you to come here inside my room?" I scolded him. I tried my best to sounds mad but I think im not a good actress. He chuckled, "Oh... come on,vesta. I'm not going to do anything wrong with you. If you're thinkin' about it." He said before sit on the edge of the bed.

I calm myself even though my heart beating so fast. "So why are you here,mister?" I asked him formaly. I crossed my arms infront of my chest. "Well, im here because I want to talk to you." He started.

"I want to apologized for what happened last night. I was a bit drunk." I sat beside him and just listened like a pupil listening to her teacher. "Its okay.I understand it." I nodded. And I give a small smile.

"Kamusta ka na? Sobrang sikat mo na ah. Pa-autograph naman." We both laughed. Its not genuine. After that,silence surrounded the whole room.

I look down and play my hand. "I'm fine. Ikaw,kamusta ka na?" I don't know what to say. Because it was so awkward.

"Vesta, anong nangyari?" He said in low and sad voice. "Saan,adonys?" At first I didn't get his point. "Sa atin." He said directly. His eyes pinned in front.

We stay silenced. Sobrang bilis ng tibok ng puso ko parang sasabog ito. Hindi ko alam ang mararamdaman ko sa mga oras na ito. Kinakapos ako ng hininga. Walang pumapasok sa utak ko na salita.