Don't test me

Chapter Four

Spicy spice.

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After Spencer and I's little talk the other night I found it a lot harder to keep my eyes from wandering to his desk at work. It for sure didn't help that he sat right in front of me. My mind started making up very inappropriate scenarios and I couldn't stop. This was a very big problem. I could barely talk to Reid at all without thinking about him slamming me against a wall... I wonder what it would feel like...

"Hey Y/n Hotch said he's got some files for you," Spencer said walking up to my desk.

"O-Okay." I shuddered and quickly walked to Hotches office.

I knocked on the door and then opened it, "Spencer said you had some files for me?" I quickly noticed he was on the phone and my eyes widened, crap I interrupted him. He pointed to the files on the cabinet next to the door, I grabbed them quickly and then closed the door. I took a deep breath in and tried to shake that horrible feeling off my shoulders, anxiety. Somehow I have been working here for what feels like ages and I am still deathly afraid of my boss.

Before I could even sit at my desk Spencer was right up on me, "Y/n." I sighed and turned around to face him. "You okay?" He asked I nodded in return if I spoke some unholy words, or sounds... might come out and I can not risk that happening. "Oh, alright. Well, I was wondering if you wanted to come over to watch a movie tonight, it's your turn." He said awkwardly laughing.

"I-I'm busy." I didn't even bother putting the files down, I just rushed past him to the bathroom.

I walked into the bathroom and put the files down on the counter. "Why am I so stupid." I hit my head with my hand and it ended up hurting way more than it was supposed to. "Ow." I heard a toilet flush and my eyes widened in fear. I turned around and saw Emily walk out of the stall.

"Are you okay?" She asked putting her hand on my shoulder.

"Yeah," I said with a half-smile.

"You know you work with a bunch of profilers right?" She said with a smile.

I sighed, "It's just a silly issue."

"Lay it on me," Emily said. There is no way in hell I am telling a girl I have yet to fully get to know to find out about the sexual thoughts I have been having about Dr. Spencer Reid.

"Sorry, it's classified." I smiled back at her.

"I'll figure you out agent l/n." She quickly washed her hands and left the bathroom.

After I was finished I walked back out of the bathroom, heading to my desk. I turned the corner and low and behold was Spencer.

"Y/n." His face looked worried. "I don't mean to pry, but my the way you have been acting lately makes me think I did something wrong." His face looked like a lost puppy, how could I ever hurt him. Oh lord, he thinks this is his fault.

"No- Reid. This isn't your fault." I sighed. "You know what, if you're still open to it I would love to come over and watch a movie with you."

His eyes gleamed and his frown turned into a large smile, he hugged me tight and I laughed in return. "See you there." He said walking off smiling. I walked back to my desk and started working on the files.

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For the rest of the day, I was perfectly fine, I could hold a conversation with Spencer without thinking about slamming our lips together and all was good. But now, I am sitting on his couch as we watch beauty and the beast, well as he watches it. I was once again staring at his lips wondering what they could do. I came to the conclusion that my childhood crush did not go away when I moved.