Don't test me

Chapter Twenty Five

TW: Miscarriage.  

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I woke up to a terrible feeling. I couldn't tell what that feeling was other than pure pain throughout my body. I had never felt this way before, and yet it seemed so familiar. I got up and ran to the bathroom where I threw up in the toilet, feeling like my guts were being pulled out of me. "Y/n?" Spencer asked, I felt his hand on my back.

I wiped off my mouth with some toilet paper and looked up at him, "I don't feel that great."

"I can see that." Spencer helped me up and walked me back to the bed, helping me lay back down. It was still the middle of the night, so I didn't have to leave for work anytime soon. "Do you want me to call Hotch? I am sure he's still awake." Spencer started reaching for his phone but I grabbed his hand before he could,

"No, no. I have missed too much work, and this case is more important than anything right now."

"Y/n-"

"No Spencer, I will be fine. Let's just go back to bed. Okay?"

He sat there for a minute contemplating whether or not to listen to me, and then got back in the bed, "You know I am supposed to be telling you what to do right?"

I laughed, which triggered pain in my abdomen, "If it makes you feel better I'll go get checked out this weekend." He nodded and then pulled me close to him.

He fell back asleep quickly, while I laid staring into the darkness of the room, waiting for my eyes to fall, however, they never did.

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Hours later of tossing and turning the alarm went off. My head started pounding, and I couldn't take the sound. Spencer noticed my pain right as he woke up and turned it off quickly, "Hey, hey, are you okay?"

"Yeah, the sound was just super loud."

He sighed, "I don't think it's a good idea for you to go into work y/n."

"Spencer, I am fine. It's just stress about finding Sam."

I watched Reid get out of bed and look at me, "I don't want to have to pull this card but I really don't think today is a good day for you to go in."

"What card?"

"The Dom card little one."

I was taken back, after everything that has happened between the both of us it has been very hard to find a time for us to be intimate with each other, and I still don't think now is a good time. As much as I love Dom Spencer I also know how much of a softie he really is, so I knew I could get out of this easily,

"I am going to work." I got out of bed and walked over to him, hugging him, and then pulling him down into a kiss. "See I am just fine."

He rolled his eyes and walked out of the room to go make coffee, while I searched the room for some clothes.

Not too long later Spencer was dressed, and ready to go with two coffees in his hands. "Lid's, smart," I said. Grabbing my Go bag and following him out the door.

At this point, the pain in my stomach was gone. I thought nothing of it anymore, pushing down the deep dread and fear I had with all of the bad stuff going on in my life, I just hoped for the best.

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Spencer and I arrived at work together, which as usual didn't go unnoticed, "How's you and Spencer going?" Emily asked, I looked around to make sure no one could hear us and then leaned over, "Pretty good." She laughed and then rolled back over to her desk.