Reveries In The Rain

𝙲𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚛 10

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"Do you really think I wanna marry you ?"

What does he mean by that?

My heart felt like it was being punch. It hurts. My heart is aching at the same time my mind is going blank. I don't know what to say... or even think.

"What...what are you trying to say?" I choked at my words.

"What do you think I'm trying to say?" He now has a smug look on his face.

Parang nag eenjoy pa siya habang nakikita na nasasaktan ako.

"I-I don't... know..." Yumuko ako.

"Ha. Let me get this straight," He comb his hair and sighed heavily. "I know what your trying to do, you want to marry into this family so you can get our money right ? You and your family desperately needs our money for your own benefits. Well guess what, I know what your plan is." Irritable niyang saad at kinuyom ang mga kamao.

Napangaga ako sa sinabi niya. What the actual fuck? Ako namemera? Is he joking?

The veins in his arms showing and his jaw now looks tense. He looks angry. I made him angry. This is the first time I've seen Chaos mad. His always in a poker face and looks bored.

His Hazel eyes became a color of Dark brown with no hints of green. Now I know what real anger looks like.

"Are you implying that I'm a gold digger?" Matinis na saad ko. I felt offended, hindi dahil totoo ang sinabi niya kundi dahil ganun ka sama ang tingin niya sa'kin at sa pamilya ko.

"Hindi ba totoo?... I was observing you for a couple of days and i can say you really love the attention." Tumalikod siya sa'kin at humarap ulit sa railing. His now looking at their big open garden. "And do you really think I haven't notice what you we're trying to do? Hah!  sorry to say but you were the one who fell right into my trap tss. So stop with the act."

Natameme lang ako. All those things he did and said. Those weren't true? I'm lost for words. I knew something was up, pero hindi ko naisip na ganito pala ang plano niya, Na ganito ang kakalabasan neto. I really got played. Shame on me.

Bubuka lang ang bibig ko pero walang salita na lumalabas.

"Kung  ang kuya ko ang ipapakasal sa'yo baka mauto mo pa siya, but it's a good thing you're not marrying him... Don't worry, I will marry you, but you can never fool me. I will never be fooled by a woman like your caliber."  Humarap siya sa'kin at ngumisi. Ngising tagumpay.

I felt like my heart stopped beating. Those words peirced through me. Masakit.

I felt my tears streamed down my face as I look at the man I actually like. No.

The man I actually love.

Yes love. Inaamin ko na. I loved him since the day I saw him. mas nahulog lang nung binigyan niya ako nang pansin.

Attention. Uhaw ba talaga ako sa attention?

"That's... t-thats not true..." I said while crying. My vision started to get blurry because of the tears.

"Please enlighten me. What part is not true ? " he took a step.

And another.

And another.

Now his in front of me.

I just continued crying in front of him. Wala akong pakialam kung anong itsura ko ngayon. Nasasaktan ako. But he doesn't even care. He doesn't care about me. Sino ba naman ako ? Isa akong gold digger at attention seeker sa tingin niya.