Dancing On Air

Bad Dreams & Late Night Talk

I gasped and woke up with sweat down my back and my breathing uneven. I broke down and just started crying. Why did he have to go? We were so happy and in love.

I just sobbed harder until I felt someone hug me. I looked up and saw Harry. "What are you doing how did you get in?" I asked surprised he was here.

"I know where your spare key is Nicole." He replied simply. "Plus I couldn't sleep and I was going to see if you were awake and when I got here I saw you sleeping so I just sat on the chair next to your bed and I fell asleep."

"Harry you can't just be fucking Edward Cullen." I said with a laugh. This boy can make me smile no matter what.

"I'm sorry, but Nicole what was your dream?" He asked.

I was debating whether I should tell him or not. No one really knows except my aunt mostly because she was the one who had to fix my heart.

"It's fine, you don't have to tell me if you don't want to I'm not pressuring you." He said in a gentle voice.

I wiped my eyes one more time and spoke up. "It's fine, I think I should tell you." I said and looked up at him.

"I uh well I-I um."

"Nicole take your time I'm not going any where." He said reassuring me.

"Ok well it all started when I was a Junior in high school, their was this new guy and he was really nice and every girl wanted to date him you get the point right?" I looked up at him.

He nodded and motioned for me to continue. "Well we started talking and before we knew it we were the best of friends, he supported me and my dance career, he was always their for everything well we started dating and then he finally asked me to be his girlfriend and I accepted of course, we were in love but his parents didn't really like me or the fact that I was a dancer, they thought dancing couldn't be a real job."

"We didn't let that get in the way of our relationship though, he always wanted to be in the army he loved the idea of fighting for his country so in the middle of Senior year he left to fight, but before he did he asked me to marry him." I said and my smile was brought to my lips.

"I accepted and he said that when he got back we would get married. He always wrote to me whenever he could." I said and started feeling a lump in my throat.

"After a couple of weeks he said that he said he was finally coming home and that he would be here in a couple of days. I was so excited and I went to bed knowing that the love of my life was finally coming back home, so when I woke up the next morning I saw two men standing next to my aunt Janelle. Her face was filled with worry." I said feeling a tear roll down my cheek, but Harry wiped it away.

"They said that they had an unexpected bombing and it hit the troop he was in and he had an instant death, there was no use in trying to revive him. I broke down in the kitchen and they gave me the last letter he wrote to me along with his dog tags."

And that's when I broke down in Harry's arms. He was rubbing my back and trying to soothe me. But I will admit it did feel good to tell someone.

"What was his name?" Harry asked.

"Adam." I said with a small smile. "I swore I was never going to fall in love again because it would be like me saying that he wasn't important and I didn't love him, but the truth is he was the best thing that happened, he was like my savior or something cheesy I know but very true." I said looking at Harry, since my head was on his lap.

I said I was never going to love again and look at me already in love with someone I know I could never have.

"Harry would I be a bad person if I loved someone else?" I asked and sat up.

I heard him sniffle. "Were you crying?" I said and hugged him.

"Nicole I'm so sorry." He said with watery eyes.

"It's fine Harry that was three years ago, I've learned to cope with it." I said wiping a stray tear from his cheek.

"About your question Nicole, I think Adam would want you to move on and love someone as much as you loved him." He said and looked into my eyes. "He would want you to be happy and live your life."

"So I wouldn't be a bad person," I asked looked at his eyes again.

"Not at all." He said while grabbed my hand and kissed the top of it.

"It's a good thing you were here I don't know what I would do if I was alone." I said and hugged him.

"Well I'm glad I was." He said and we both pulled back from the hug.

He was leaning closer, he was about to kiss me but I turned the other way and he kissed my cheek.

He looked surprised but he was quickly put a smile on his face.

"C'mon let's go to bed." I said and kissed his cheek.

Sucky AF filler soo I don't know what so say to yeah bye? ;-)