Fucked Up

37 - Why (mature content)

Hello po, I'm going to be busy (wala namang bago 😂) next week and for the upcoming months. I don't know when I can write a draft lalo pa't mas mabibigat ang kukunin ko this sem. Hope you can bear with me at magsusulat naman ako if I want to at may maisip haha. Thank you

P.S. Please don't call me 'Author' po 😭. Ang awkward pa rin po at hindi ako sanay. 'Ate' na lang po if you feel like mas matanda ako sa inyo 🤣 at 'S' if you feel like magkasing-edad tayo 😂

P.P.S. Hindi ko po malagay ang video but I will put it later

Let me go - Hailee Steinfeld, Alesso ft. Florida Georgia Line, WATT

MATURE CONTENT
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Nanatili akong nakatayo sa may pintuan na para bang hinihintay pa mismo ang paglapit niya sa'kin.

"Tito" his deep voice filled our house as my father's silhouette draw closer and his figure vividly came with my brother-in-law following him

Kunot-noong tumingin si daddy kay Red at pabalik sa'kin at sa una.

"Akala ko sino ang kausap mo, may narinig kasi akong pangalan" nanunudyo niyang sambit kay Red bago pinatunog ang mga buto sa daliri

Huwag niya lang talagang sabihin na manghahamon siya ng suntukan dahil talo na siya. Dad is already an elder but a heart of a young adult. Pwede siyang makipagsabayan sa'min pero ang pakikipagbasag-ulo, tiyak na may kunting palya. He's not an athletic person, he just loves to exercise.

"Ano na anak, sabihin mo na sa kanya ang totoo. Kundi ay paduduguin ko labi nito at puputulan ng alaga" nakagat ko ang labi ko sa sinabi niya

He sounded like a gangster ready to attack any time. Samantalang kunot-noo lang na nakatingin sa'min si Red.

"Bakit mo siya pinarito, dad?"

"Para wala ng problema at ikaw ay ikakasal pa naman" mas lalo kong nakagat ang labi ko

He's dead serious, he even have an arnis baton with him and a thin and long baton for my sister's husband. They looked like a real fighter. He pulled out his baton on its small bag and intimidate Red with it.

I sighed in surrender and dragged the man to our backyard. I can see them still inside peeking through the glass doors and opened it a little to eavesdrop.

Shit. They really want me to be on the spotlight. They won't let me think. I motion him to sit on the rattan loveseat in front of us. I was about to open my mouth when when he speak.

"Bakit hindi mo ako pinigilan? Why did you let me fuck you when we're clearly over?" He sermoned me

I can't answer him not because I don't have an answer but he said, we're over. I am just a woman who also have needs and high libido when it comes to him. Bullshit.

"We're not over Red, you don't even love me and you've never been my boyfriend. Our fucking was over, our bond. Don't you ever say we're over when I am still into you" I complained and clenched my teeth

He swear and bobbed his head.

"Aigne, kita mo naman na hindi kita kayang mahalin. My eyes were fixed to Alexa the first time I laid my eyes on her. Kahit ilang beses ko pa siyang suyuin, kahit ilang beses pa akong masaktan basta alam kong para sa kanya. Kahit ilang beses pa akong maging tanga" he fires but calmly throwing the words at me

He can never me a beast when it comes to her, even if he talked about her and she's not here. She matters most to him. Kitang-kita sa mukha niya kung ga'no na siya naiinis sa'kin. It's funny how both of us has the same problem about me. I'm annoyed to myself, and it's the only thing that I can and feel him to me. He's already annoyed, then I should make him mad.