𝐁𝐨𝐲 | 𝙅𝙖𝙘𝙠 𝘿𝙮𝙡𝙖𝙣 𝙂𝙧𝙖𝙯𝙚𝙧

TWENTY-ONE

"Finn, this isn't right," I say squirming under him as his face was buried into my neck

"but it feels right" he hummed tickling my skin

"No, Finn I can't-"

"are you going to fucking shut up or not?" he asked huskily it was rude but kind of hot. I breathed heavily, slowly nodding he kissed my cheek then made his way to my lips pressing his against mine roughly.

"mm, Finn oh my god!" I shoved him away from me "Why would you kiss me" I shot up off the bed and he sat there disappointed, slightly annoyed with my mixed emotions.

"he texted, fucked and kissed girls in front of you all the time and you can't even give yourself one night with a different guy who could actually make you feel good?" Finn aggressively said

"Why are you so mad about me not wanting to cheat?" I asked

"you already kissed me what difference does it make? we might as well finish it"

"no means no Finn, alright" I yell

"I'm not trying to force you because I know you want to," he says

"how?"

"because you wouldn't have come up here with me alone after the time we had in the car a couple of days before."

he wasn't wrong, I have sort of been into the way Finn's touch affected me in his car.

"Just leave me alone, Wolfhard." I bite my lip leaving the room walking downstairs I see Jack with Noah, Caleb and Gaten.

"Hey!" Jack runs over to me he stopped in front of me "why were you upstairs?"

"Can I talk to you alone?" I say he nods "sure, I think we should as a matter of fact"

"Okay..." I walk with him outside we sit by the pool

"Noah said he saw you going upstairs with Finn..." he tells me "got any confessions?"

"yeah, Finn and I were talking because we had some miscommunications," I say

"like what?" he played with his phone popping the case back on then off waiting for me to respond truthfully. But I couldn't, at least not until I find a way to break it to him when he isn't going to go completely insane.

"Just had to give him a few reports in class that he missed, he thought he would get them last week but I said this week."

"you came here to give school papers to Finn?" he laughed "that's such a weird thing only you would do"

I faked a laugh "I know I'm pretty weird, hashtag quirky." I joked, Laughing he gave me a hug and kissed me "your so cute, I love you"

"I love you" I placed a hand on his cheek "um, I'm going to head home," I say to him a frown appears on his face

"Ok let me walk you to your car so I know that you're safe." He grabbed my hand helping me to my feet we walked to my car.

He faced me combing through my hair gently kissing my forehead he smiled at me "goodnight, drive home safe"

"Thank you" I kissed his cheek then got into my mom's car driving away I couldn't stop feeling guilty.

The ride home was quiet, I made sure to not disturb my mom by waking her up since she goes to bed so early. I snuck into my own home and went to my room

Getting out of my outfit I laid down on my bed listened to some playlists for relaxation until I finally fell asleep.

Ting

My phone going off jolted me to wake up I propped myself up grabbing my phone from my nightstand looking at it the text was from Finn.

Finn: hey, miss u ;)

Missed call from Finn

I sighed shutting my phone back off I listened to the music again, going to sleep for the second time tonight.

|•|

"Y/n, a boy wants to see you" my mom knocked on my door waking me up from my dream.

I stretched and rubbed my eyes getting out of bed I slowly made my way downstairs, hoping it was Jack but he's been around for so long that knocking isn't even a thing anymore he just walks in now.

"Good morning, he's outside. You and Jack are over?" My mom asks as I walk towards the front door

I stop in my steps and look at her "no?" I tilt my head "Jack and I are totally fine..."

"Oh. Okay." She goes back to doing what she was before getting me to come downstairs

I open the door to face Finn he was standing there waiting patiently, a smile on his face as he held my favourite cold beverage in his hand and some breakfast sandwiches in the other.

"What are you doing here?" I question his suspicious actions towards me.

"Can I come in?" He ignores my question

"Sure, I guess..." I shrug letting him in he walked past me and to the kitchen.

"Hi, I'm y/n's mom - who are you?" She puts her coffee down to shake his hand

"Hey, I'm Finn. A friend of y/n's" he smiles softly at her and looks at me.

"Oh you brought her food as well" she points to the bag and drinks he set on the counter

"Just treating a friend" he looks at me

"Yeah," I say

"Well alright, very nice of you thank you. I'll be upstairs if you need anything" grabbing her coffee again she walks to the staircase and goes up them.

"Bye thanks mom," I say and turn to Finn once she's gone "what do you need Finn?"

"Hey relax, I'm just being a friend like I said to your mom, ok." He hands me my drink and food.

"Jack is the one who does this for me, where is he?" I ask opening the bag of sandwiches I grab one out and begin to eat it.

"At his house, with Ellie," he says

I almost choke on my drink, coughing I raise my arm in the air to calm myself down.

"He's with her!" I yell

"I didn't want to tell you because having it come from me would be sus but no one else that knows would've told you, so I am." He rambles "and on top of that since we've been kind of fooling around I didn't want you to think I'm just doing this to make you hate him and like me or whatever-"

"Finn I'm trying to process this can you be quiet for a second I believe you ok." I cut him off, he nods understanding.

"Come on." I grab his hand leading him upstairs "I'm going to show Jack two can play at this game."

"Oh-" he shutters nervously "I'm going, to be honest, I've never actually done it with anyone before..."

"What?" I turn to him "you've never had sex?" I whisper

He nods "never..."

"Well today is your lucky day" I smile and pull him into my room closing and locking the door behind us.