First, Us. - ATEEZ Seonghwa Fanfiction

32.

"Is everything okay?" Seonghwa asks after I practically beg him to unlock his hotel room.

"Yeah, I just want these last few nights to be special." I bite my lip as he turns on the light.

"Last few nights? Toby, I'm not going anywhere." Seonghwa wraps his arms around me and gently presses me against the wall behind me, brushing my hair away from my face before his hand falls back on my waist. "You're stuck with me for a while." We both quietly laugh as his eyes scan my body a few times.

"I meant, the last few nights here, in Miami." I rest my hands on the nape of Seonghwa's neck, playing with the hairs on the bottom of his head. "And um, Seonghwa, I want you so bad right now." I lean up on my tiptoes, whispering in his ear.

"Fuck.." He surprises me when he lifts me up off the ground, my instinct to wrap my legs around his waist. I gasp before his lips crash into mine. Our kisses have been so much more passionate since we proclaimed our love for one another. He shifts his hips a little so I could feel his hard-on through his pants. The wall is used to balance us so Seonghwa could pull both of our shirts off. His hand wastes no time to cusp my breast, while his other hand held me in place.

My hips grind on him the best I could in the position I was in, feeling the heat grow between our two areas. "Seonghwa.." I mumble, "do you have a condom?"

He pulls away from the kiss and gently sets me down, the tingles in my legs almost causing me to fall. I watch as he quickly makes his way over to his bedside table, pulling out a handful of packets containing his protection. "I do." He smiles.

I walk over to him and snag a wrapper from his hand, pulling it open with my teeth as I push him back on his bed. I watch as he bites his bottom lip, his fingers unbuttoning his jeans and I undress myself the rest of the way. I'm already so wet for him and he's barely touched me.

Maybe it's partially because San turned you on before this. My thoughts distract me. There's no way. I push away the thoughts and climb on top of Seonghwa, straddling his lap.

"Just by my gentle touch you're vulnerable." San's voice rings in my head as my lips crash into Seonghwa's. No.

"Does your body react to him like this too?" Stop. Fucking stop.

Seonghwa moans beneath me, his hands grasping and squeezing my ass. Why can't I focus on him right now? What the actual hell is wrong with me?

"I want you, Toby." He groans, his voice sounding half like him, and half like the guy I wish I could forget about right now.

I open my eyes for a moment and take in the man in front of me. The one who won't ever hurt me, the one I can count on always being there for me. The man I love. That's all I need to be thinking about right now. He grabs the condom out from my hand and rolls it on his long member, then gently aligning himself with my entrance. Yup. That's all I needed to convince myself to forget about San.

My eyes roll back as I lower myself onto his dick. We both hold still for a moment before I begin to move up and down on him. Seonghwa consumes my thoughts like a tidal wave. His moans and groans as I move cause me to get close to my orgasm sooner than I expected.

After a few minutes we both finish, my body collapsing on top of his sweaty chest. He pulls my hair away from my face as he catches his breath. "Toby, I love you." He whispers.

"I love you, Seonghwa." I mumble back, slowly moving off of him. "Can we sleep now? I'm super tired." I beg, wanting this night to be over with now.

"Absolutely." Seonghwa and I get under the blankets after we redress ourselves in only our underwear. I can hear him snore minutes after we shut off the light.