Beautiful Art

XXVI

Brianna Huangco's POV

"It's okay, Anna," Brian whispered on my ears. I immediately pushed him and wiped my tears out, getting frustrated.

"It's not okay, Brian! Alam mo ba 'yang sinasabi mo!?" I fired up. "Alam mo ba ang pakiramdam ng nawalan, ha?! You're so selfish, Brian-"

"Anna, no." It's obvious in the tone of his voice the anger but trying not to scold at me. He tried to hold me but I step backward, probably ousting him. "Anna, please naman."

"I don't need you anymore. Umalis ka na." I looked away. He stand in front of me for a minute before shooking his head and looked back to me. The doctor and the nurses are already gone once they finished checking Kat and informing us about Kat's condition.

"You want me to leave? Fine. I didn't love you tho." Napatingin ako bigla sa kanya sa sinabi niya. He was looking straight to my eyes full of emotions.

"Ano?" I whispered.

"Remember Georgina? I just used you to moved on to her. Thanks to you and I really did. I can't believe your that fool to be played by my game-" he haven't yet finished his sentence when I slapped him. His face stayed sideways from it.

"You what?" I whispered, afraid that If I spoke out loud, my tears will start falling. I'm trying to catch his eyes to see if he was lying but he keeps on avoiding it.

"As like what I said, I just used you," He said, gesturing his hands. He just looked at me for a second but he immediately turn away. "So you really think I loved you? You're so stupid, Anna."

"Stop." My tears starts running down on my face continues. I wiped it away and even looked up just to prevent crying but it just won't stop.

"Ang tatanga nyo talagang mga artista, 'no?" He chuckled. "Buti na lang may mga itsura-"

"Please, stop!" I couldn't help it anymore and broke down in front of him. "You're hurting me too much."

"Stop being a drama queen. You're the one who broke up first, remember?" He reminded me.

"But It's not-"

"Might as well hold onto it. Thanks anyway. I didn't had the hard time splitting up with you," he said and start walking away.

"Have you think kung ano yung mararamdaman ko?" Habol kong sabi that made him stop. He looked back on me over his shoulders.

"Inisip mo ba yung pwede kong maramdaman nung nakipag break ka?" He said and left me dumbfounded. I was dumbfounded and confused from what he said. This is insane. Things are just getting heavier. It wasn't supposed to be like this.

It's even more heartbreaking seeing Katrina being withered when I told her about the baby. She was so depressed for the passed days up until now. I just found out that her manager despiced her as well as her family. That's why she was way too drunk in that day. And she wished she didn't meet her baby's father as well in the same day that only gives her a headache. Reason for him to drank a lot and lost her baby.

She's getting better so far. Though naabutan ko pa rin siyang tulala at may iniisip na kung ano. I just have to be on her side to support her. On the other side, she kept on ranting about how life was heavy is. And I only have nothing to do but to joined her with her dramas. Since my life was getting heavy like a massive rampart of stone. My life was a burden.

"What if I just hang on a rope and hang in there, 'no?" She joked but deep inside, I know she already wants to pop out of this world. Same goes in me also. We're in the balcony in my condo, being senti again.

"Let me know so the other end would be me," I joined in her joked and we both laughed with a sullenness behind.

"I'm sorry," she said after the silent filled us. "I know you're also having a hard time right now and you still insist to be on my side and give me comfort."