Save Me! [JJK]✓

21.destiny

jungkook's pov

Ive been thinking about her a lot lately,... about us,the day when she broke down in front of me ,the way her past effects her and how many wounds are left behind along with it.i didn't know I was gonna be in this position, didn't know th-. That.... ezra was that close to her.

I can't seem to see those tears from her eyes,the guilt inside her...the way she is going through all this alone......It was my fault that Ezra is no more..and I can't man up tell her truth...the whole truth,.not when I feel this strong connection between us,the way I feel around her..the way sh-.............. would she she leave me after knowing it?....... would she hate me?

my hands turn cold at the thought,I don't want to be left alone again....

I can't tell her .......coz my inner demons are too much for her to handle,

It would be the best if I keep my distance from her..coz the more I know her the more it would hurt to see her leave....and im already dying inside and that would be the last string...which I don't wanna trigger.my past is more then enough for me to handle.and I honestly don't want her think of me as some...

"kookiee!!!!!!! Mom's calling u down!" Says the Little george as he barges Into my room.

"Ok!ill be there" i say getting up from my bed and remove my headphones and see george looking at me with expecting eyes and folded arms...as if he's waiting for something.

Oh!! I know what it is!.........but for now let's just Play along.

I get up and pass by him.

"Huh!!!??thats it?...you don't have anything else to say?"

George asks pouting

"Umm??I do??.....oh yes!! I still have to beat your ass for breaking my phone screen...but I'm in no mood so next time."

I say as I move down stairs.he comes behind me stomping his legs harshly on the floor.

"You are mean!!!!"he says pushing me out of his way and tries runs down with sad face.

But I grab him by his stomach and lift him up in my arms..,he starts protesting.throwing his hands at me.

"Yaa!!you!jiggly rat, stop wriggling" I hold him tightly and take him back to my room.i make him sit on the bed

He has a pouted angry face, his hands folded in front of him.

"Ok! Now be a good boy and do me a favour! Open the drawer beside you and hand me the thing in it!" I say sitting in front of him.

"You wish dude!!" He says and gets up to leave.

"Yahh!! Do as I say!"I say holding the collar of his sweater with my finger making him sit in his place.

He looks at me with a frown "I won't do it coz you are soo.."

"Please?" I say blinking

He rolls his eyes and opens the drawer with bored face,but turns to me suddenly with wide eyes!!!!!!! with all cheerful face.

"You knew it all along!!!?"he says giggling taking the thing out in his hand and scanning it!

"Afcorse I k-" I couldn't complete my sentence he engulfs me in a sweet hug squeezing me.

"Happy Birthday my little peanut!"

I say holding him tightly swaying him smiling.

"Thanks kookiee!!"he says chuckling holding his new Ironman toy close to his chest.

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"How did you know I wanted this?" He asks opening the package excited

"Seriously? How do I know? You used gawk at the tv adds like hungry lion stares at meat,every time it showed up." I say