Save Me! [JJK]✓

8.regret

Class was the last thing on my mind. As my thoughts were occupied by the rooftop incidents,indeed jungkook is a different guy,he has different ways to express his emotions,he is vulnerable but he is just like a harmless butterfly,scared of this world, Scared to be crushed between this ruthless society, although he has a cold exterior I know he can open up,maybe not soon but he will for sure, atleast I want him to....

I see the guy of my thoughts lost his gaze outside the window observing the birds on the tree, unconcerned about the class going on,he puckers his lower lip out unknowingly as he watches those birds building their nest attentively,the light out side the window shining in his eye,the tan skin of his looking heavenly to my sight,a sudden boom of voice making him look my way!

"Eyes over here! Miss jones"the professor says!,..... oh yeah thats me!

"Uh! yes!.sorry sir!"I blabber."I see u find mr jeon more interesting then my class?"he questions as removes his glasses from the bridge of his nose. Holy-...I feel embarrassment coming running to me as my eyes go big as watermelons... whole class starts whistling and throwing remarks,...im caught staring

I see jungkook at the corner of my eye,I see him looking down at his hands, not wanting to face the class or the professor,but he has that smirk on his face as looks up to me!...my cheeks heat up,I look like a fucking lava,hot(cheeks)and red.,I don't know how I'm gonna face him!"if ur done with staring contest I'd like you to come back to the class ,you both!" this professor just couldn't let his mouth shut for a while for godsake!.

I turn my head down and trying to avoid all eyes which were on me!

Great!just great! I m now their centre of attention! small wispers and comments can be heard,I don't like this much attention,I'm not used to it,it just makes me feel outcasted...

"Outcasted!"...my eyes sting tears as I remember her,how must have she felt when everyone did that to her, threw vulgar words to her,she must have felt so suffocated,she must have gone through 1000x times more embarassment and harrasment!