Don't give up on me

Chapter 11

" Dr Lee, Amreen got into sense. " I heard someone say. I slowly opened my eyes and looked around to find  Tae looking at me with worry filled in his face. I had no clue what was happening.

" What h-happened? " I asked. His face softened a little.

" You didn't wake up this morning. The nurse came to check you but she thought you were sleeping so not to disturb you. Then Dr Lee came to check on you. She called to wake you up but you didn't react. " tae explained.

" Then? " I asked again.

" I came to see you. You were for ventilation in ICU. " tae said.

" What happened t-to me? "

" I don't know. Dr Lee is coming with the reports. " he said.

I closed my eyes again. I was feeling weak. Very sleepy. After a while Dr Lee entered the room. I opened my eyes to see her smiling face which she shows to console.

" Very fake. " I said. Her smile dropped and she rolled her eyes.

" Amreen. Now I'm going to say something listen to me very carefully. Don't interrupt me. Let me speak. If you wanna say something, later. Got It? " she asked to assure if I really heard. I nodded.

" Can I stay here? " tae asked.

" Of course. Maybe you can help me too. " Dr Lee.

" Fast. I'm very sleepy. " I said. I adjusted myself to half laying leaning on the bed.

" Amreen, you're blood pressure fell when you were asleep. Your pulse rate was 20% when I checked. Your lungs is 21% working. I had to increase the flow of oxygen in your tube. " when Dr Lee was saying this tae hold my hand tightly being nervous.
" I don't suggest you to transplant your lungs. Now I want you to do that. With 21% working lungs you can stay alive for like 2 to 3 months. I repeat months. " Dr Lee finished and sighed heavily. I was zoned out. I didn't how to react.

" Did you tell this to my parents? " I asked. She nodded.

" You don't have a choice so don't they. Amreen I don't wanna lose you. You know you are very close to me. I treat you like my daughter. Please do this surgery. After this for 5 years you can stay completely free. You don't need to come to hospital that often. Just for check up. " Dr Lee said. Tae shaked my hand. I looked at him to see he is crying. I was shocked. I immediately raised my hand and wiped his tears.

" Fool. Why are you crying? " I asked.

" Please do the transplant surgery. I wanna spend more time with you. I wanna be your best friend. I wanna fulfil your dreams with you. I'm not ready to lose you that soon. Please Amreen do it. " tae almost pleaded.

" This is why I didn't want to be friend with you. Now you know staying with me can only make you cry and worried to infinity level. " I said.

" I agree to do that. I can cry and get worried forever for you. But when I see there is chance for you to live long I can't afford to lose you. Never. " he said. I looked at Dr Lee and she gave me an assuring smile.

" Fine. I'll do it. " I said. I can't see this people sad for me.

" Really!? " Dr Lee asked me in excitement.

" Life is about choices. Here or there. I choose here. " I said. Tae gave a box smile from ear to ear. Seeing him smile made me smile.

" I'll inform your parents and get everything ready. " Dr Lee said and was about to leave.

" Wait! Listen to me first. I have a condition. " I said.

" Now what? " tae asked.

" Tomorrow is Yoongi's engagement. I can't ruin his day for myself. I know he'll prospond it for me. I don't want that. I'll do that the day after tomorrow. Okay? " I asked.