Don't give up on me

Chapter 18

*two days later*

The lungs for my transplant arrived tonight. The hospital is getting ready to do my surgery tomorrow. I'm lying if I say I'm fine. I'm hella nervous. It's a risky surgery. Though there is more chance for successful surgery but I'm still nervous. I was lying on my bed when tae came to my room.

" Why are you still here? Don't you have any work or a family or a house to take care of? Always following me like a puppy. " I said because I'm nervous and those are coming out.

" You called me a dog's baby? " he asked and pouted.

" Take it as a compliment. Dog's are the loyalest, lovely, cute creature. " I said.

" So you mean I'm loyal, lovely and cute? " he asked with a cute smirk.

" Why you doubt? " I asked back.

" Of course not. I got you. " he said.

" You got me? When? " I asked.

" Just now. " he said and smiled shyly.

" If just a few minutes back you said you got me then that would be dumb of you and I'd be smart enough to change my answer. " I said.

" Just because I know you're nervous so I'm letting you believe that. " he said.

" How do you know? "

" I can read through you. Cool, isn't it? "

" Well... I'm not surprised. I'm like an open book anyone can read me. "

" Then your friends would have been here with you and not only me. " he said.

" You're highly mistaken. Jimin send me a message saying not to be nervous and he didn't come because he knew you will be here. Jieun also told me she'll come here early in the morning. My mom dad also your mom dad send me luck. Jimin's mom dad too did same. " I said showing him my phone.

" So they have to do that. But they aren't here right? " he asked.

" I've noticed something about you. "

" What is it? " he asked eagerly.

" You tend to talk more when you are with me. But you don't do this when you're around your friends. You seem like a quiet shy boy when you're with your friends. " I said.

" Your observation is not wrong. But it's nothing like that. They are all like my family. They are all elder than me except one. All of them take care of me like their own younger brother infact better than that. I'm not quiet around them. I'm staying around them when I'm not in the hospital. Going to them is like my second home. When you stay in your home do you like talking all the time? " he explained.

" You're right. I think too much. I don't like talking when I'm home. But I talk too much when I'm around jimin jieun or you. " I said.

" See. It's the same feeling like home when I'm with them. They are crackheads. I keep laughing my ass off  most of the time. Specially Jin hyung, he keeps doing weird things to make us laugh. Hobi hyung is like sunshine. I just feel genuinely happy just seeing him. Namjoon hyung is very intelligent but a grounded guy. I'm never bored. Yoongi hyung, you know him already. Jimin and jungkook too. Jungkook also doesn't talk much but he loves pulling our legs most of the time. He is a cute little bunny. Out of all these things the thing that matters most is that whenever one of us is down everyone worries together and make sure to buckle him up. Thanks to them for being with me. " he said.

" Eh cool down, bro. "

" Bro? " he asked in a shocked expression.

" Uh... Yeah.... I'm here nervous and you are being an emotional fool. " I said.