|He Didn't Noticed Me| A Matt Lintz Fanfiction

Chapter 12

*Alex's P.O.V*

"Thanks for staying with me." I told Kayleb as we were in the living room.

Ellie is currently doing errands with her mom and I didn't want to be alone at my house so Kayleb came over.

"It's no problem. I had no plans anyway." He said and I just nodded.

Pretty soon, we'll be leaving for London. It's literally in a few days. It's crazy on how fast time can go by.

"How's your arm? Still hurts?" I asked him.

Kayleb looked at me. "It'll hurt from time to time. I have some medication to take whenever there is pain. It's been helping and in a few weeks, I should be having my cast off soon enough."

Luckily that it's Kayleb's left arm and not his right.

Ever since the last episode of the walking dead, I was able to sleep that night. But I can't promise to say that I didn't have nightmares. It was all in there. I'm surprised that I was still able to sleep peacefully.

"What about your car? Has it been fixed or no?"

"My dad took it to the auto shop. They would have to fix it the best they can. It sucks that it had damage but that was completely out of my control. I just want this cast off my arm already so that I can go back to driving. I miss it."

"I know you miss it." I told him but then it was just silent after that.

Even after, he had apologized for what he did. It's still kind of hard for us to talk without trying to start an argument with each other.

Plus, I'm not in the mood for an argument. I'm too exhausted from the previous ones and it can be too much sometimes. I just don't want to deal with another fight with Kayleb and I'm sure he can say the same.

"Ellie told me about how you're nervous to see Matt again." Kayleb said.

I stayed quiet when he said that. No words were being spoken.

Ellie isn't wrong. We would have this talk all the time.

Without looking at Kayleb, I said, "She's not wrong. But then she would tell me that I don't need to be nervous. I just can't help it."

Kayleb sighed. "Maybe he's nervous as well. He probably remembers that you are going to the convention and is trying to figure out what to do. He has to still be thinking of you."

I hope that Matt is still thinking about me. After what happened, I'm sure that it would all be on his mind.

I want him to be thinking about me. Just like how I'm thinking about him all the time.

I can only hope that he is.

Kayleb snapped his fingers. "Alex?"

I shook my head and looked at him. "What?"

"Snap out of it."

I laid down further onto the couch and then looked at him while he looked at me.

"This may be my only shot to talk to him and tell him everything. Matt has to know what was going through my mind when it was happening. I don't want him to think something else of me." I started.

Kayleb cut me off. "He's not gonna hate you. I don't know why you keep thinking that. Yes, Ellie tells me that too."

Damn, what else has Ellie told him?

She probably tells him everything that we would talk about.

But then I don't blame her because the three of us are best friends.