Lost Myself Without You

Chapter 14: Finally

Hannah's past...☆

Hannah's POV:
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I felt like this hospital bed was torture. The doctor was the first face I was seeing this morning.

Not only was my stomach grumbling like a beast but also my heartbeat was not so slow as I can say.

The doc was going to tell me what was really happening to me.

He came in and put on a small frown on his flat face.

His skin white as his hair, and looking all professional, with his white long silk coat.

I always thought why does Pablo keep coming back to me? When I don't want anything to do with him.

Not now, not never.

I just can't keep thinking about him since I caught him asleep in the side of my bed with his hands crossed, and his head stuck inside.

Deep inside I felt bad, but the other side of me didn't.

I just can't forgive a man that left me all alone in this process of being pregnant with his child.

Not only did he flee like a bug but also didn't have the balls to stand up to be a father.

So why now?

All these questions were floating through my head.

He was now moving and stretching his arms and back because of the position he was sleeping in.

He looks at me with a cute smile on his face.

His hair black as the night and so shiny making the light reflect the color.

I loved how his cute eyes were gazing at me but I just didn't want to admit it.

A portion of me wanted him to be here for his child, but another one keeps denying his existence.

" How are you feeling sweetheart?." He let out.

My head faced his direction and looked him right in the eyes.

" Not feeling very well... But it's something that doesn't involve your concern, sir."  I talked.

Not only did it sting him but also had him drop a tear.

He grabbed my hand and gave a light squeeze, the moment I was about to tell him off, he was standing up to leave out the door.

Once he opened the door, my doctor was standing there, it seems like he was ready to open the knob but Pablo got ahead of him.

He looked concerned seeing how Pablo had the chance to sleep in the room I was hospitalized, even though I have visitor hours.

But he didn't bother to bend in the rules around this hospital.

He turned his attention to the doctor the minute he walked inside.

" Hannah I am sorry to keep you waiting.. " said the doctor.

" But I will tell you today all about your health... You have constant anxiety and also you had gotten depression out of all this that's been going on in your life." The doctor paused before he continues to talk.

" I am not done yet... Also, there's one more thing that's concerning me Hannah... And it's your blood pressure you are pre-diabetic which means you have a little bit of diabetes on your blood system."

I turned pale but right before I almost passed out I felt a big strong pair of hands hugged my body before it touched the floor.

My body felt so weak that it would not tolerate any bad news.