Lost Myself Without You

Chapter 15: I'm So Happy

Hannah's past...☆

Hannah's POV:
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The day was ugly as it was thundering hard, making the lights flicker. I turned to face Pablo who had a smile plastered to his face. Not only was he smiling, but also looking at my lips, finding it very weird about him too.

I tried sitting up a little, but I didn't have much power to. Pablo started to help me as he saw me struggle on this hospital bed. A knock was heard at the door once my back was sitting straight.

It was my doctor, he looked like he didn't get much sleep though. His green leafy eyes looked exhausted. Not to mention that his snow hair was all over the place. He gets close to me to begin talking about my health again, I was so fucking depleted of it.

The doctor sat next to my bed, with a stack of papers on his hands. He started to read from the first pile, "Good Morning Hannah, I have to inform you that you're your sugar is on the level that's supposed to be. And about your pressure, it's been going up and down. But I will be sending you home with some medications that will help with putting your pressure in its place.

-Plus, I will be monitoring through an app that I will have your download through your phone, it can help me know from my office how's your blood pressure and sugar doing okay? - Not to mention that I see a lot of progress with you, Hannah, I am happy to announce I will be able to discharge you tonight if everything keeps looking good as it is now." A smile formed through his wrinkle face.

Finally, good news at last! It's been a while I haven't received such good news before. "Doctor, I need to make sure is my baby okay?" I looked at him worried.

"Your baby seems fine to me, but remember, don't get into any arguments or get angry because it will raise up your sugar and blood pressure. Which it isn't healthy for the baby to tolerate.

I looked at my small belly not being able to see any baby bumps yet, placing my hands around it, I looked up at the doctor. " Does that mean I am at risk of losing my child, doctor?" He swallowed not knowing how to respond to my question.

He begins to scratch his head before responding further, "Hannah your pregnancy is in a lot of risks right directly, but there is always something good that happens between all this drama. And that's that God blessed you with a child and I'm positive that you will make it out alive from this one just have faith, and never lose hope. God is with you at all times darling." He finally said with his hands on his chest touching his heart.

I never knew he was Christian and believed in God, I believe in God and am a Christian myself, but I don't go to church to worship God, because I have God in my heart and my soul. I pray to him as a way of communication. I can't see him, but I'm sure he exists. It's like the doctor had said he gave my life meaning by giving me a blessing. My first beloved child.

I nodded at him with a smile on my face. He quickly leaves on the stack of papers on the small brown desk next to my bed and excused himself to leave.
Pablo was looking at me with devotion in his eyes, not a minute separating his vision of mine.

Pablo slides his chair making it screech loud enough to be echoed in the room, I turned to look at him. He looked at me with a grin on his face, making my insides twirl.

Feeling a little nauseous due to this pregnancy, but also because my stomach was growling like a hungry lion. "Seems like someone's hungry today." Pablo blurted out.

I looked at him irritated, "Of course I am hungry you dumb ass." He laughed at my come back and shooked his head. "I am going to get you something to eat don't worry princess." He smirked.

"I'm not your princess get that clear through your head okay idiot." He left without any response, I'm pretty sure it got to him, but I didn't bother to care about what he felt. Because not only did he hurt me but also hurt our child by leaving us.

As he left through the door he closed it behind him, leaving me all alone in this chilliness room. I tried searching around for my phone to be able to check the time, it read 3:00 PM.

I couldn't fall asleep even if I wanted to because I had an empty annoying stomach roaring at me. So I decided to flip through the tv channels, finding any show I like.

Minutes passed by quickly, it was 3:25 PM and that's when I finally found my favorite show on live television. Dark Desire a Mexican romance thrilling novel. Basically what caught my attention out of this novel was how many thrillers it had mixed with the romance that it made the mystery become interesting. Something that really made me be entertained for hours until Pablo can come back with my food.

I was so hungry I wasn't sure how long I was able to tolerate myself. The white plain hospital door was recently opened by someone, the individual didn't bother to speak until he sat in the chair next to my bed.

When I noticed who it was happy tears flowed down my eyes. "Mikey you're back!! I missed you so much!!." He gave me a tight hug not letting go too quickly, making sure I can also feel that he missed me as well. While tears flooded on my face he nicely wipes them making me smile wide. "I'm so happy you're here with me, how did you even know I was here Mike?"

He reaches to grab my hand and places his on top of mine."I went home and no one answered, so I tried calling you and it kept hitting me to voicemail. But you know I still have my connections with the boys that I used to work with, back when I was doing business with them. Ricky the tall blonde blue eyes dude helped me locate you, Hannah."

I swallowed dry, just imaging my brother was doing business again with those people, I'm not liking how this is going. "Mike you know they are dangerous and you know how much I care about you to ever lose you again Mike." I sobbed.

He quickly places one hand on my right cheek, "Hannah I am not doing business with them, I just wanted to locate you because I wanted to know if you were okay, and I only asked him a favor because he owed me from the time when I rescued his sister from getting raped remember."

I nodded remembering the time he had told me about that Ricky guy's sister. "But I still don't want you to have any type of connection with those people do you understand me?" I placed both of my hands on his cheeks looking through his chocolate cookie eyes.

"I promise I won't keep in touch with them anymore sister, now I want to know why are you staying in the hospital?" He asked worriedly.

My focus on the rebellious behavior of his past made a teardrop from my eyes. I can feel his warm hands hugging my cheeks, making them feel safe.

"I am here Mike because I'm pregnant." I looked at him making sure he doesn't have a heart attack.

His eyes meeting mine and all of a sudden his gigantic arms we're wrapped around my waist as he whispers. "I am going to be an uncle that's such great news sis."

I smiled and while hugging him back with prosperity.

"I am so happy too brother, I'm so glad you're okay with this happening." He shook his head in response, "Of course it's okay with me sister I am going to help you in every way I can, to help that little fighter of our member of the family, I sure do strive he comes to love his uncle as much as I already love him." My cheeks began turning pink.

"He will always love you, Mike, just like I love you brother."

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