Lost Myself Without You

Chapter 12: He Finds Out

Hannah's past...☆

The doctor was organizing the room I was in. As he was preparing the last dose of medicine to inject inside my veins, there was a knock on the door.

~Knock Knock~

The nurse went ahead and walked towards the door to open it. She looked up to find Pablo standing there with his arms crossed and a serious face.

Pablo:" I am here for Hannah."

She turned to face the doctor who was giving me the last dose of medicine.

Doctor:" Sir, I am her doctor and my patient here is not awake yet she is in a coma and we don't know how long she will be there for, she has a complication due to her pregnancy."

Pablo's eyes turned white from shock.

He couldn't believe what the doctor had just spilled.

Pablo:" What do you mean she's pregnant doctor?."

The doctor handed Pablo the blood test they did on me, and it showed the percentage of my blood levels, and if I am currently pregnant or not.

His eyes couldn't believe what he was reading.

My girl is pregnant and I'm positive I'm the father.

He thought to himself.

Doctor:" Last time I checked the records you are what from Hannah exactly?."

Pablo cleared his throat.

Pablo:" I am her baby's father, sir."

The doctor shook his head.

Doctor:" As you can see she's in a delicate condition I will let you be here to speak to her because all patients who happen to be in a coma are able to hear."

Pablo nodded his head and the doctor and nurse left the room to give Pablo some privacy.

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Pablo's Point Of View
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I watched her sleep like a beauty, her beautiful big eyes made me fall head over heels for her. If only she knew how much I love her, she wouldn't have run away from me like last time she was in my arms.

Her beautiful perfect pink lips made me want to kiss them, it's so hard to contain distance from them.

Seeing her this calm made me calm, but also feel bad because what if this is all my fault?.

What if she's in this darn bed because my presence scared her and my baby.

It makes me feel guilty and bad all at once.

Tears began rolling down my cheeks as I looked at her and grabbed her hand lightly and kiss it.

My hands went straight to her tummy where my baby was inside. I looked at it and cried harder, letting all the grief and pain out.

A small kick responded to the touch of my hand where my baby is. The small kicks made me smile noticing my baby is alive and not dead.

I am going to be here either she wants it or not because that's also, my kid.

The room was getting chilly and I began to tremble it was 60 degrees inside.  

Pablo:" I know you're asleep honey, but I just wanted to tell you that I love you and I love our baby too, I'll be here until the very end my love."

My lips pressed hard against hers making my stomach feel all these crazy butterflies.

Her hand began to move and I jumped up in surprise.

She inclined her head to my direction.

Hannah:" What's going on? Why are you here with me in this room?.

She looked weak and I had an impression that wasn't a good sign so I immediately fled out the door
searching for the doctor.

Once the doctor entered the room he had two bags of blood and I was pretty sure it was for transfusion.

The doctor put both of the bags in the silver panel that was laying beside her bed and gave her a small pinch in the veins.

She closed her eyes from the impression.

When all the blood was transferred to her body she started to change color instantly.

Her skin was looking beautiful and lustrous.

Doctor:" Now just give it a few minutes until she's fully recovered and I will be releasing her home any time soon."

She smiled knowing that was good news at last.

Finally, the bad stages are done for good at least for now.

Hannah gazed at me from head to toe.

Hannah:" Why are you here Pablo?."

I swallowed dry.

Pablo:" I don't want to upset you anymore than I already had, but I'm here for the both of you."

She crinkled her eyebrows.

Hannah:" What do you mean-- both of us?."

I noticed she was playing dumb and didn't want to inform me about any of this, but I get her I'm not mad, but I am sad because she didn't want to include me in this situation that's also mine.

My eyes met with hers.

Pablo:" Hannah baby... I know you're pregnant... And I want to be a part of the life of the baby and yours... Because I love you."

Hannah looked taken aback.

Hannah:" What makes you think I want you to be part of our life?."

I looked at my feet, then back at her.

Pablo:" I shall take you against your will—but I shall make you love me—in the end."

She crossed her arms in disagreement.

Hannah:" You're so absurd to even think I'll ever love you."

Those last words felt like a blade being stabbed inside my heart.

No matter what, I won't give up on you my love. I said with a modest smile.

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