Fallen Angel | Haikyuu Male Reader Insert

[twenty-three]

"Everything's okay."

[y/n] allowed himself to believe Sugawara's words as he took in deep breaths to calm himself down, with Sugawara's help.

A few minutes past and [y/n] finally calmed down. He slowly got out of Sugawara's embrace, pulling the hood over his head tighter, embarrassed.

"T-Thank you," [y/n] mumbled to Sugawara.

"Are you better now?" The silver haired setter asked.

[y/n] nodded before he slowly lifted his head to face others. Sugawara was sitting beside him while the rest of the team were sitting closer to where [y/n] was, but not too close to the point where it felt suffocating.

[y/n] smiled a little at the considerate actions of his teammates.

"Is there anything you want to talk about?" Sugawara asked. [y/n] caught a glimpse of others averting their gazes and occupied themselves with their phone or talked to their seat mate, trying their best to act like they weren't listening.

"I..." [y/n] trailed off, hesitating a little. He wanted to decline the offer, since he didn't feel ready to talk to someone else about his problems. Yet, part of him wanted to confide in someone else. But with so many people in the bus, [y/n]'s voice got stuck in his throat whenever he wanted to start talking about his problems.

"...No... sorry..." [y/n] sighed. He couldn't help but glanced at his teammates again, feeling a little nervous and embarrassed for being caught in a situation like that.

Sugawara smiled softly before nodding. "It's okay, I'm here if you need someone to talk to."

[y/n] nodded again, "Thank you..."

The rest of the ride was silent. [y/n] took this peaceful time to recollect himself. He wiped off the tears that stained his cheeks and gulped down a few mouthful of water, staring out of the window, at the beautiful sunset.

Everything is okay, for now...

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Kageyama and [y/n] walked home together, as usual. They chatted a little about the matches today, though their conversation was a little awkward. They stopped to greet each other goodbye before separating down a different road.

"[y/n]..." Kageyama started, cutting [y/n] off before he could say anything. He looked a little nervous and uncomfortable, eyes not meeting [y/n]'s.

"I'm... sorry," Kageyama said.

It was silent for a while as [y/n] processed Kageyama's words, blinking a few times as he stared at the raven haired male in front of him.

"Sorry... for what?"

Kageyama hesitated a little before he clenched his fist. "I... I'm sorry for not being there for you!" He cried out. "Y-you texted me for my help, and yet..." He closed his eyes shut, gritting his teeth in frustration.

Suddenly, [y/n] put his hand on Kageyama's shoulder, tears slowly trickling down his face as he said loudly, "I'm sorry too, Tobio!"

Kageyama opened his eyes, staring at [y/n] in shock.

"I'm sorry for running away when you guys need me the most! I was such a coward," [y/n] said, laughing bitterly as the old memories flashed passed his eyes. "I ran away from my problems because I'm a coward who can't face them."