Be With You

44. I Hate You! (Present)

Hyun Bin wants Ye Jin back? That is Ye Jin's dream a long time ago. She can be with Hyun Bin and Areum! Is what she heard is true?

But Ye Jin's joy did not last long as she remembered Da Kyung. Aren't Hyun Bin and Da Kyung getting married later? Da Kyung must be hurt if Hyun Bin does not continue their wedding plans. Ye Jin will be blamed for being ruining their plans. She can't be so hopeful towards Hyun Bin. Da Kyung is the choice of the Hyun Bin family. So, she is unlikely to be accepted again to be part of Hyun Bin's family. Hyun's family does not like her except Grandma Hyun.

"Ye Jin! Ye Jin! Ye Jin ... Did you hear what I said?"

Hyun Bin finds it difficult for him to ask Ye Jin to come back to him.

"I think blessings from parents are important in married life. We used to get married for the wrong reasons. We got married not because we love each other and no blessings from your family. Look at what happened to us! Being tortured and suffering. Areum becomes the victim. I have promised myself that I will not be in such state again. No ... no ... I don't think I can go through all of that again. I don't want to go back to you." Said Ye Jin.

"Ye Jin, don't involve my family in this matter. I know how to deal with them. Listen to what I have to say. I want to ask you to come back to me and we will be a family again. For the sake of Areum."

"Oppa, if that's what you want, for the sake of Areum, don't try to deceive me with words of love. I have been deceived many times by you. I am not willing to be disappointed anymore because of you. Oppa, please."

"Ye Jin, I never meant to deceive you. I did a lot of stupid things and hurt you a lot, but I can't cheat on you and me either. I never stopped loving you. I really love you. I've never loved anyone like I love you."

Ye Jin still does not believe Hyun Bin's words.

"Oppa, it's enough. I know your temperament very well. I'm tired with you. I'm used to being played by you. When you get what you want, you keep throwing me away. Now you don't have to talk to me anymore."

"You were played by me? Why did you say that? When?"

"Oppa, don't pretend to forget. I'm ashamed to think that I was stupid enough to be used by you to satisfy your sexual desires. You left me after you get what you want and went to Da Kyung. You deliberately embarrassed me! The important thing is I will not fall into your trap again."

"You mean our time in Interlaken?" Hyun Bin asked.

Ye Jin closed her eyes. She could still feel the pain in her heart.

"You are wrong, Ye Jin. I didn't use you. I really love you and I miss you. I couldn't control my feelings at that time. After what happened, I panicked! That night should not have happened. I didn't plan for things to happen that night. I really can't control my feelings when I'm with you."

Ye Jin is still silent. She did not want to believe Hyun Bin's words. Hyun Bin realizes that he must continue to persuade Ye Jin.

"Ye Jin, you seem to have attraction towards me. The only way to hide my weakness is to act as if I don't care. But actually, I do care. I feel at that time you want to take advantage of me. You don't want to be honest to me. That night, I'm jealous when I heard you say 'Sweetheart, Sweetheart' on the phone. I was surprised because you were being so sweet with that person. I was confused by your actions."

"Oppa, you always misunderstand me. I talked to Areum."

"Till I know that night you wanted to hide Areum from me. I also felt hurt. I do admit, I was always being rude to you. I always hurt your heart. It was all to protect what I actually felt in my heart. What I hide in my heart. I'm really stupid when it comes to you, Ye Jin."

Ye Jin looked at Hyun Bin's face, disbelieving his confession. Hyun Bin who is so great admits that he became stupid when it comes about her.

"Don't you believe me? It's true. When it's about you, I become foolish. I should not do a lot, but I do. Like when we were in London. I really regret what happened. When it comes to you, I always irrational. I admit, I did all the foolish things." Hyun Bin admitted humbly.

"But after that night you keep away from me, Oppa."

Ye Jin is still not satisfied about the night in Interlaken. She wanted to know what Hyun Bin really felt at that time.

"I'm afraid that I can't control myself and plead to you not to leave me. That is my problem. Every time I'm with you, I will always feel like the past Hyun Bin who can't speak, who is weak but desperately needs you in life. I often feel like I don't deserve your love. That's why I stay away. I want to calm down at that night."

"Oppa, it's enough. What was your motive for scaring me with the divorce documents after that? Oppa, you really want to play on my feelings, don't you?"

"No, Ye Jin. I used the divorce document for you to plead with me not to divorce you. But I'm really stupid with my actions. I'm a jerk, Ye Jin. I really regret for hurting your heart while in Interlaken. That's why after that, I came to your apartment to fix up my mistake. I want to talk seriously about us. But I was surprised by the news of my daughter's existence at that time. After that, I already have a hope to get you and our daughter back together as family."

"So, why didn't you just tell me yesterday that you want to take Areum and me? You said you only want to take Areum and separate her from me. Do you know that you are very cruel to me? I'm not a toy, don't play with my feelings just because you're unsure of your own. I hate you!"

Hyun Bin took a deep breath. This is the most difficult moment for him. He deserves to be punished for hurting and playing Ye Jin's feelings all this time. He really regrets his stupid actions. It seems that he needs to work hard to regain Ye Jin's love. It is not easy to retrieve Ye Jin's heart. He has disappointed and screwed up Ye Jin many times.

"Oppa, I want to have some rest. Please get out of here."

Ye Jin closed her eyes. She did not want to see his face. She is tired of playing feelings with Hyun Bin.

Hyun Bin came out of Ye Jin's ward with a feeling of disheartened. He can't lose Ye Jin. He must do something to win Ye Jin's love back.

'You get what you give. What you put into things is what you get out of them.'

To be continued...