Shut Up |Remus Angst|

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It didn't take long before Remus was carefully sliding into Logan's waiting arms. He curled up in the safety of the nerd, trying not to wake him up as he snuggled against him.

Did Logan really care about him..?

No! That was impossible! No one cared about Remus! Why would they..?

Tears filled Remus' eyes once more as he covered his aching mouth. Maybe he should let Logan undo the stitching.. He already learned his lesson on talking, and his thoughts were starting to get darker than usual. He couldn't handle it..

Logan hummed softly, as if sensing Remus was upset. Logan always seemed to know when Remus wasn't feeling himself. He listened to the humming and relaxed a little, but his mind raced with questions about what he was going to do.

Should he let Logan take the stitches out? They were really starting to bother him and the blood made him woozy..
Or should he leave them in? The others seemed to have liked his silence the other day..

Thomas was the one to tell him to shut up, so maybe if he tried a different tactic like a rubber band whenever he wanted to speak without permission then he would get the same result..

OR MAYBE A SHOCK COLLAR.

He knew Insanity had a few of those somewhere in his room! Maybe if he gave the remote to Virgil, then Virgil could shock him whenever he spoke without being spoken to!

But..how would Logan react to that..? Maybe he should just leave the stitches in and wait a year. Surely he would have learned by then to talk less. Or maybe if he was left in isolation, then he could ramble as much as he wanted without annoying anyone..

He just needed to figure out a way to silence himself..

Remus opened his mouth to ask Logan, but the pain stopped him and he snapped his mouth shut again. Right, stitches.. How could he forget something like that?!

He closed his eyes, repressing his thoughts for a later date and succumbed to the sweet sight of darkness..

"Things would be better if you didn't exist!"
"Shut up, Remus, just shut up!"
"Stay here, I'll be back in a few hours."

"Remusss can you not?"
"You're scaring Virgil! Ssstop it!"
"How did I get stuck with an imbecile like Remusss?"

"Not all thoughts have some profound meaning. Some are WORTHLESS!"
"No body wants you Remus, so just shut up!"
"You're so annoying that even Janus can't handle you!"

"I never loved you and I never will!"
"You're scary.."
"Can you shut up?!"

"Why is he such a nuisance?"
"Did he leave yet??"
"You're..scary.."

Their words repeated in his head. The ones that hurt the most were his brother's from childhood..

He was going to prove them wrong..someday.