Shut Up |Remus Angst|

💊Fifteen💊

Remus curled up in Logan's lap, a noise that sounded like an underwater purr of some sort. He had a Set It Off facemask on, an Unus Annus hoodie and a pair of Logan's sweatpants. They were currently in Thomas's living room, awkward silence filling the air aside from the sound coming from Remus.

"I'm sorry.." Thomas whispered, finally getting the courage to speak up. He hugged his knees and avoided looking at anyone in fear of being glared at. "I know you don't believe me, but I truly am sorry.."

Remus' purring stopped as he opened his eyes to look at Thomas. He frowned internally as he heard the intrusive and anxious thoughts his host was having. Hesitantly, Remus reached out and gently placed a hand on Thomas' to comfort him. 

Thomas flinched at the sudden touch and looked up with tear filled eyes, red from holding back his tears. He didn't deserve to feel bad when Remus was the one that was hurt. Thomas was being selfish like always.

Logan whined in protest as Remus got off him to sit next to Thomas and hug him. "Remus.." Logan murmured, giving Thomas a look that caused him to shake and move out of Remus' hug. "He chose to hurt you, why are you being nice to him?"

"Better off dead"

"Your own logic can't stand you"

"Remus will never forgive you! You could've caused him to kill himself, you selfish asshole!"

Thomas covered his mouth as a broken sob escaped past his lips. He got up and went up the stairs to his room, ignoring Dee and Roman calling for him. Remus' eyes widened in fear as his head filled with the hosts' thoughts. He looked at Logan in fear, pointing to the stairs.

"I'm aware that he went up there." Logan shrugged, more concerned about Remus. Dee and Roman came down after both having failed to get Thomas out of the bedroom.

The Duke glared at Logan, his eyes shining with tears. "H-h-he's h-h-having ba-bad th-th-thoughts.." he stuttered out, mouth in pain from the movement. He couldn't help the reflect to put a hand over his mouth to hide the pain. 

Logan gently held his hand. "You shouldn't use your voice, 'Mus.. You could make your wounds worse.." he murmured, gently holding Remus' cheeks in his hands. Remus leaned into the touch a little, closing his eyes as his bottom lip quivered behind his mask."Want me to go check on him..?"

Remus nodded. To him, Thomas was more important than himself. Thomas wanted Remus quiet so Remus made himself quiet. Thomas is his 'god' of sorts. Logan kissed the duke's nose before carefully walking up the stairs.