Do you remember me?

🧸53th part🧸

(Emmy's Pov)I was just chilling and waiting for Cameron to come back. "Finally!" He said as he got in and closed the door. "This fucking Martinus asked for you." Cameron said and I just turned my back to him. Like what does Martinus want from me now? Wasn't that bitch good enough at fucking? "Emmy..." Cam said and snapped me from my thoughts. "Yes?" "Do you really love him?" He said and it's like my heart stopped for a second. "Yes,I've always loved him...Even that I tried to forget my feelings by hating him,his smile made me weak." I said and I can feel tears streaming down my cheeks. Why do I have to be like this when I think about him? Cameron pulled me into his hug and I was crying on his chest. "I've never been there for you when you needed me and...I'm truly sorry..." he said and I can see that he's tearing up too. "What matters now is that you're here." I said smiling and wiped his tears away. "I love you." He said. "I love you too." I said and layed my head on his shoulder still hugging each other.(After some hours)We were just sitting on our phones,everything was okay until this post of Martinus with a girl on a motorcycle popped up,and this caption is just killing me! "A photo of Martinus in the streets of Rome. Btw the way do you think this girl is his girlfriend🤔One thing is sure,that they're cute together🥰" I can't see her face,but I guess is that girl...I won't cry...I'm fucking tired of crying... "Cam I'm going to my room now." Cameron stood up and hugged me. "Call me if you need anything." He said and kissed my head. "Good night!" I said and got out of the room. When I was going to open the door of my room,someone grabbed me by wrist and pulled me into a hug. Wtf! "Omg where have you been all day?" No way! I immediately escaped from his hug. "Ey what's the problem?" He asked while I was trying to not face him at all. "Emmy I want to ask you something important." He said and took my hand into his. "Emmy, do you want to be my girlfriend?" He said and his eyes were shining. Those eyes... Emmy don't! "So?" He said and I can see that he started being nervous. "My answer is no." I said and immediately went in my room and closed the door. "But why? Last night kiss was nothing to you?" Martinus said with a disappointed voice. "Emmy please!" I opened my door and he grabbed me close to him again. "Let me go!" I said while trying to go away... "Why don't you want to be with me?" He asked while trying to make me look at him. "I said let me go!" I pushed him and he fell down. "Don't you understand? I don't want you! Just because we kissed yesterday, doesn't mean that I love you,okay? For me you are like any other boy. So please don't show up to me ever again!" I yelled as much as I can and he looked at me with tears on his eyes. "I hope you felt the pain I have." I said for myself and left him there with his own tears.