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Brianna pov:
3 days later...
I laid in my bed staring at the ceiling thinking.
How could Tamari just go out and cheat like that?
What did I do wrong for him to want to cheat on me?
Why cheat on me with Ariana?
She don't even look better then me.
Me and him was barely even together and he already messed up and did exactly what he told me he wouldn't do.
Most of all he told me he loves me and even though I love him back.
I know I probably love him more then he loves me.
I heard my phone ring and looked up seeing nijah face timing me.
"Come open the door hoe." She said as I answered the phone.
I hung up and walked downstairs opening the door and Nijah walked in.
"I brought Chinese food thank me later." She said as we walked back to my room.
I have no idea who she think finna eat that.
I got back in my bed under the covers and nijah sat at the end of my bed.
"What's wrong with you?" She asked me sitting her food out.
I sat up looking at her and sighed.
"So four-five days ago Tamari came and saw me and you had called me about that video and I told him and he said he was going to handle it so the day after that he came over talking about he love me and all this and told me he let ariana give him head." I told her taking one of her egg rolls and angrily biting it.
"Wait he told you he loves you?" She asked me shockingly.
"Yea I didn't say it back though." I told her.
"Why not?" She asked me and I frowned.
"Did you not hear me? He cheated on me with Ariana." I said.
"I mean maybe it was a mistake." She told me.
"So boys just mistakenly let people suck they dick?" I asked her.
"I mean didn't he tell you he was under a lot of stress with the drops he had to make?" She asked and I nodded my head.
"Men only kill stress two ways they either smoke weed or have sex." She told me.
"Well Tamari should've smoked a blunt and your not listening they didn't have sex they just gave head." I told her biting into another egg roll so fast that I bit my tounge.
"Fuck." I dragged out as I yelled.
"That's what yo ass get." Nijah said and I flicked her off.
"Oral sex is a type of sex Brianna and like I was saying Tamari told you he was stressed I understand you don't want to have sex with him right now but a little sloppy toppy won't pop yo cherry." She told me.
"My mom said if a man love you he would wait and Tamari obviously don't respect that." I told him.
"Obviously he does Tamari haven't pressured you into sex you told me he don't even talk about sex, just be happy he told you before Ariana could." She said.
"I don't know how to feel about this I love Tamari I want to be with him but if he can't let go of his past and these hoes then we have nothing to discuss." I said.
"Just go to his house and talk to him." She told me.
"About what?" I asked her and she looked from her phone to up at me.
"About this whole situation, tell him how you feel and tell him about his past messing up y'all relationship." She said.
"Do you want to be with him?" She asked me.
"Yea." I told her.
"Then communicate with him a relationship ain't shit without communication." She told me.
"Wanna give me a ride to his house?" I asked her and she gave me her keys.
"Just go I'll be here, you got Hulu and Netflix I ain't got that shit at home." She said scrolling through shows to watch.
I chuckled and went and put on my slides. I walked down the stairs walking out of the house and closing the door and locking it.
I got in nijah car and made my way to Tamari house.
Author pov:
I lowkey feel like I'm rushing this book I need to slow down.
But I'm just trying get these updates out to y'all.
