Bless Your Beautiful Heart

Chapter Twenty One- The Long Drive Home

Chapter Twenty One- The Long Drive Home

Well, it was safe to say that it felt like we were going to be on bus for a long time, because by that time that night, we were still driving. The plan was to drive to Dallas, Texas first, then to Michigan to drop off Justin and Kellin first, then so on and so forth. Jack and I were one of the last to be dropped off.

I was hanging out in Jack's bunk, still beyond upset about leaving Mike, Jaime, Vic, and Tony, as well as my dad. Even though I knew he was mad at me now for yelling my thoughts and leaving, I still missed him. Of course, they sent Kellin who understood how I was feeling and he told me it takes a good solid year or two for the feeling to be replaced with a dull ache. The way he explained it, hurt even more then the feeling itself. He seemed to know exactly what he was talking about, which hurt most.

After making sure I was okay, and wasn't going to hurt myself, he left me to myself, free to cry or whatever I wanted, which was nothing. I just laid down and stared up.

It was probably an hour later, when one of the boys, Gabe, stuck their head in the bunk. "Everyone wants you out here." He said, with a cheeky grin, before moving his head out of the bunk. I raised an eyebrow at him, but shrugged it off and got up and out. I figured I'd been in there to long anyways. So, I walked into the back lounge where everyone was hanging out. They were all spread around the couch, and there wasn't any room left. Sarah, was sitting in Justin's lap, because of the lack of room. So, I just took a spot in Jack's lap, grinning at him, as he wrapped his arms around my waist from behind.

"You good..?" He asked quietly, making sure none of the others heard him, though I still had to talk to either Sarah or Kellin about what had happened earlier with my dad. I nodded, quickly dismissing the conversation.

"Well, we were about to start up a movie, you want to pick?" Nick asked, raising an eyebrow and looking over at me. I shrugged, shaking my head. I didn't feel like picking a movie, so I'd just go with what they wanted I guess.

Gabe and Jack ended up picking the movie, and we watched one of their action flicks. Sure, I love action, but some of it is to, well, gory and detailed. But I silently watched it, enjoying some parts, and not others. By the end of it, it had been enough to put some of them asleep, of course, Justin and Sarah had gone to bed, and Gabe and Jack had fallen asleep during the last few minutes of the movie. Kellin and I were the only ways still awake. I didn't move or speak, partly because I didn't want to wake Jack or Gabe up, and partly because I had no idea where to begin. Kellin looked at me, raising an eyebrow.

I sighed, "I yelled at him, I told him how to make him proud, and that all I wanted was to be happy, and I said fuck him and that I was done with all his bullshit.." I said quietly, as to not wake up one of the guys. Kellin nodded from across the room, and empathetic and sympathetic look on his face. "This is the last time, I'll ever talk about him, I'm done with him." I said, even though I knew I only meant that I was done talking about him, not that I would stop missing him. Kellin nodded, and I could see in his eyes that he knew I was lying about being done with him, but he didn't comment on it.

We didn't speak about it after that, we just sat there in silence, ignoring Jack and Gabe's soft snoring, until I felt my own eyes start to close. Soon enough, I was past out in Jack's lap, snuggling into his chest.

The next morning when I woke up, I realized I wasn't in a bunk, and that someone was under me. Groggily, I opened my eyes, and looked at where I was. I was in the back lounge of the bus, but I wasn't alone. Kellin must have left last night, but Gabe must not have woke up, because he was still laying on the couch. I looked in front of me, and saw that I had fallen asleep on Jack, and also that he wasn't awake yet. I grinned at him, before silently getting off him and careful not to wake the sleeping guitarist or drummer, and left the room silently.

I found out that I wasn't the only early riser. Kellin was up, but I could see he was about to fall back asleep in the front lounge area. Other then that, no one seemed to be awake. So, quietly I walked to the bunk area, and went into Jack's bunk so I could check my phone, and sure enough, 5 new texts. Well, that's new.

'Vic :P = The area is quieter without you, hope your having fun without us. ;)'

'Marshy = Gah, the club is quiet when you don't show up with Mike and them.:( Miss ya. <3'

'Tone-Tone = Hope your safe. :)'

'Mikey = I miss my club partner who always went with me even though she wasn't legal yet. XD'

'Hime-Time = Miss my car girl. :('

I grinned at all of them, laying down and typing out my responses. 'Vic :P = Bus is different from my bed..', 'Marshy = Sorry?', 'Tone-Tony = I am, right back at ya.', 'Mikey = Miss you too. :)' 'Hime-Time-Miss my joke guy. :(' I put my phone up as I heard everyone else get up.

(This chapter kinda sucks and is short, but I was at a road block with my ideas today, cause I'm working on. I may post that when I'm finished, but we'll see. It's supposed to be a spooky story, but yeah. It was kind of based off loosely Dead Walker Texas Ranger by SWS.. And I started it last Halloween, then I lost it and I have to rewrite it. :\ And I almost keep calling Bentley Camilla or Milla from my stories A Love Like War and Sick Little Games, because their both dating to goof balls named Jack!! But different Jack's and different fanfics.. Also pretty sure most this is just me talking, so, yeah. Sorry about the short chapter, next one will hopefully be longer. :) I've already started it. Love you all! <3)