Bless Your Beautiful Heart

Chapter Eighteen- Comfort, Thanks, And Fun.

Chapter Eighteen-

A couple minutes after Vic came in, they left to go get Jack, seeing as I was still crying. I wasn't sobbing anymore, but I was still crying silently. It was dead silent in my room for a while, and I had just laid down on my bed. I didn't want to think about how my dad no longer wanted me, I didn't want to think about anything.

I laid in my bed, just losing myself in my thoughts, until I suddenly felt someone laying next to me. I jumped, and I heard someone chuckle in response. Jack. I rolled my eyes at him, snuggling into his chest. We didn't say anything, we just laid there, tears still occasionally falling down my cheeks, and Jack rubbing my back soothingly. Just laying there, and taking comfort in his arms. I would call it a bittersweet moment.

"You wouldn't leave me, would you?" I asked, after a few more minutes of silence, thinking about how my dad said not come back when Jack left me. Would he really leave me? Was I just a summer fling? Or was he actually into me? Did he really love me? Doubts were beginning to fill my head, though I knew they shouldn't have been.

Jack stopped rubbing my back and looked down at me. He was looking at me like I was insane. "Bentley. I'm in love with you, I will never, ever, leave you. I don't care what your dad thinks, I will never stop loving you or leave you." He said, looking into my eyes with the same love and adoration Justin had in his eyes when he was with Sarah. I smiled.

"Good, because I love you too, and I'll never leave you either." I told him, a grin tugging on my lips. Yes, I was still upset about my dad, and I would probably never get over it. But for now, I needed to treasure the moments I had like this. With my Jack.

Jack grinned at me, the playful look in his eyes returning after so much time. I couldn't help but grin at that, I had my normal, joking Jack back. "So, we hitting up a club tonight on this, our last night in San Diego?" Jack asked, raising his eyebrows. I chuckled at his posh voice before shrugging.

"It's up to the others really." I said, shrugging my shoulders. He nodded, grinning, and jumping out of my bed and running out of the room, probably to go ask the others if we could go. I chuckled at the thought, he was such a child. But then again, I loved that about him.

I got up and went to the small vanity mirror I had hung in my room years ago, studying my face. My eyes were red and puffy, and my nose was stuffy. I groaned, running a hand through my hair as I turned away from my reflection. There wasn't any use in hiding it if we weren't going out yet, which I was pretty sure we would be. The others knew I had been crying, Vic and or Kellin probably told them. I sighed, shaking it off, and walking out of the room, listening to the others response.

"I think that'd be a good idea." It was Kellin's voice. I bit my lip, memories of how upset I had been early filling my mind. I'd need to thank him for that when I went in there, and Vic. I walked into the area where everyone else was, and heard them all agree.

When I walked in, everyone's eyes turned to me, I wanted to tell them not to look at me, but I couldn't bring myself to do it. So, I simply walked over to where Kellin was and hugged him, whispering, "Thanks," softly. When I pulled away from the hug, Kellin had a small smile on his face.

"Don't mention it." He said, shrugging as he walked into the bus, probably to get changed. The others exchanged slightly confused glances, until it clicked with them.

"So, we going out tonight?" I asked, changing the morbid mood that was slowly beginning to fill the auto part store. Mike grinned, nodding.

"Yup, same place Blake and Marshall work at." He said, getting up from his place on the couch. I nodded, crossing my arms over my chest, and turning to Sarah.

"Mind helping me get ready?" I asked her, a smile tugging on my lips. She grinned, nodding eagerly and standing up from her place on Justin's lap, who pouted when she got up. She and I both chuckled at him. I turned to Jack, and was immediately pulled into a kiss. I blushed from the sudden form of affection, before leaning into the kiss.

I heard everyone groan as we pulled away from each other. I rolled my eyes, sticking my tongue out at them, before looking a Vic, a thankful look in my eyes. He nodded, a smile on his lips, mouthing, "No problem" before I walked out of the room, heading back to the bus so I could get my cloths, since I moved all my bags to the bus so I'd be ready to leave tomorrow morning.

I walked onto the bus, nodding at Kellin as I passed him, and went over to where I knew was Jack's bunk, pulling out my bags. I went through standing there in the bunk area, before pulling out the same black dress and shoes. They were my best I guess. So, I grabbed that, and my little "bathroom" bag as I called it, and walked off the bus.

I walked into my room, passing the boys who were sitting on the couches just talking. When I walked into my room, I noticed Sarah was looking around the room. I smiled faintly, also looking around the room. It had a couple car posters hanging along the walls, my supplies, and a few pictures of me and my dad together, and a single picture of just my mom that dad had given me a long time ago.

"My mom died when I was born." I said, causing her to jump and turn around to face me. She frowned, her eyes expressing her sadness. "It's fine. I never knew her." I said, shrugging it off and laying my dress on my bed. I grinned at her. "This is my practical clubbing outfit. Any idea what your going in?" Sarah chuckled, grinning and nodding her head. I myself grinned in excitement. If this was my last night in San Diego, I'd make it my best.

(Ok! I just can't write long stories. :/ Sorry. But, I hope you all enjoyed this chapter! Love you all! Comment, like, favorite, love me. ^.^)