"When are you gonna tell Michael?" Ashton asked as I lied on top of his naked body drawing circles on his chest "soon I promis ashton but I'm scared what he is gonna do when I tell him" he went quiet and never spoke about it all the rest of the night.
~~~~~~~~~~next day~~~~~~~~~~
I pulled the covers around me and walked to the shower leaving ash still sleeping. I turned the tap and while the water was running I could hear the bedroom door close, or did it open? I took no notice thinking it was ashton so I carried on. I turned the tap off and slid into the bath and as I did this time I heard shouting or was it talking again I took no notice thinking ashton was proberbly on the phone so I carried on washing my hair. I got out of the bath and pulled a towel round me and stepped out of a steamy bathroom "ash do you need" the rest of my words were lost as I saw Michael and ashton standing looking at each other with red faces from anger, I stood there looking at my boyfriend and my boyfriends bestfriend who I was sleeping with Sh!t
"I can explain" I cried but no words came out of either boys I took some clothes and ran back in the bathroom to change and having the shouting in the background. for the second time I stood out of the bathroom and walked to ashton and wispered in his ear "can you give us a minute ?" All he did was nod and me and Michael sat on the bed together. "you've been so distant lately mikey it seems like you are more about the fans than me and whenever I ask for a cuddle you walk upstairs grumpy and ashton has been there for me mikey and well I love him mikey" like a good man he listened and let me do what I needed to do and that turned out us braking up and ashton sitting on my bed comforting me. I guess this is what is ment to be I thought.....
Sorry this was a wierd written one .
